Two Parts Of Me

Ch.17

Lloyds POV

We were all eating dinner, well everyone else was, I just kind poked at it, I wasn't to hungry, I just wanted to sleep.

"Lloyd aren't you gonna eat?" Asked my Dad.
I shook my head no.

"Now why not? It's your favorite."

"I'm just... Not hungry." I said in a nearly inaudible whisper.

"... *sigh* ok, but at least eat just a little bit." I nodded my head and took a small bite of mashed potatoes.

I didn't want to eat, but I also didn't want anyone to worry, everyone already has enough on their shoulders.

"You know, if you were to I don't know..."

"Kill myself?..." I said not realizing I said so out loud.

"Yeeaa, if you do so you wouldn't have to deal with these things. You could be free, you won't have to worry about-"

"Shut up..."

"Excuse m-"

"SHUT UP!" I yelled, slamming my hands on the table. Morro then made his appearance, but only I could see him.

I stood up. "I don't want to hear you say that I need to kill myself anymore!"

"But that's exactly what I'm gonna do until you do it! I'm gonna get you to kill yourself if it's the LAST THING I DO!! But the thing is... I'm already dead! HAHAHAHAHA!!! THIS IS GONNA GO ON AND ON!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!!"

I stood there wide eyed. Morro smirked and disappeared.

"... Lloyd?" I heard someone ask. I flinched.

"Lloyd are you al-"

"I'm going to bed early, 'night." I said quickly and went upstairs.

Once i made it upstairs I closed and Locked the door, I went to my bed and started crying silently.

I don't know how much longer I can take this.....

A/N Hoi! Ok sooooooooo.... Any ideas for the next chapter?? Ik this is short as crap, but I tried so does anyone have any iddeeaaass???