I'm choking on my words
I can't tell anyone how I feel
I've lost so much trust
I try so hard to share how I feel
But once the words are about to come out
I start to gag
My throat closes up
My stomach starts to churn
The feeling of dread is inevitable at this point
I just want to stop drowning
in my own thoughts
My head spirals into a dark hole
And when I reach the top
I stumble backwards and I fall back in
My mind is so frantic
I can't even think straight
I can't concentrate on things I love
My passions seem too impossible to do
I try and write everyday
But my mind just getting crowded
It's full of words of hatred
My brain just goes further down into a hole
I've tried everything to get better
I'll lay in bed to distract myself
I'll just sit and pity myself
I will stare at the ceiling and just think
The more I think
The harder it gets to get out
But if I stop thinking
I'll feel nothing at all
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Poems
PoetrySo this is just basically some poems that I write when Im feeling sad/angry/depressed etc. I've been told that i should share my poems to people, so this is my attempt to share them, hope you enjoy :)!
