Self doubt

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My eyes stare in the mirror
The tears are cold against my skin
I just want to leave my body
I don't want to be me anymore
I pace back and forth
My arms feel heavy
The tiredness is visible in my eyes
I'm so eager to love myself
But I don't know how to
Everyone says it's so easy to love yourself
Everyone is wrong
I've never looked at myself and felt happy
I always try to avoid anything I can see myself in
The demon inside is killing me
I want to smash my own head
To release all of the thoughts trapped inside
I just want to let out everything

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