Nepenthe •jungkook ff• [COMPLETED]

CHAPTER 6.

Party
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Till the music is gone
Let's party on.
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While eating Jimin suddenly turned to you 'we are going to a party of our friend tomorrow, do you want to come?' He asked smiling. You almost said 'yes' until you realized you had wounds and hickeys all over your body. The wounds were mostly because of your father and the hickeys because of your ex-boyfriend. You even still had marks of the rope he tied you with. He tied you so tightly that it even started turning blue and purple. You almost couldn't touch anywhere on your body because it hurt so much. How the hell are you going to a party like this?!
You shook your head 'I don't think I'm in the mood for a part-' he cut you off 'y/n...' he whispered sadly 'I know you probably almost never had fun at your father's house so...please?' You tried to say no but the look he gave you made you say yes before you even realized you said yes.
'I have to buy some clothes then.' You said standing up.
Jimin gave you a nod and you went out.
You first bought medicine because of that night with Chul and then you went to buy a dress. It was hard to find one that didn't show any place of your body.
But luckily you found one. You also bought some make up, etc. and then you went back.

After talking with the guys a bit, you felt tired. Hoseok showed you your room and you went in after thanking him. It was huge! You laid on the bed and slept immediately.

You looked around and it was dark. You realized that it was a nightmare. You could hear voices of your father yelling, chul's creepy whispers and your sister screaming. They all echoed around you non-stop. You closed your eyes and ears hoping it will stop. But when you opened it you saw your father killing your sister over and over again. You could feel a hot breath behind you. You knew it was Chul. He grabbed you from behind and started kissing your neck while your father was running towards you with his knife and your sister in his hands. You closed your eyes and opened it again and...You woke up and looked at the clock...it was 4 am?!  You were all sweaty. You tried your best to breath and then you tried to fall asleep again but there was no use and you knew that. You went to the garden to get a bit fresh air hoping it will help you. You sat on the gras and stared at the stars while crying. The nightmare felt so real. You still cried silently non-stop hoping to not wake up anyone but you failed.
You heard the door to the garden open and close and you heard footsteps coming closer.
You didn't care at that moment. You didn't even turn around to see who it is. Instead you tried to dry your tears with your hands but it was too late. Someone sat next to you in the gras.
You turned around and saw Jungkook sitting next to you. 'Are you...alright?' He asked whispering. You just gave him a nod and looked down. 'Then why are you crying?' He asked again. 'I...' You paused for a while to think 'the stars...are j-just beautiful...that's why..' you tried to lie, but you could see from the look on his face that he didn't believe it. He placed his hand on your shoulder but before he could say something you whimpered. It was a wound from your father before he threw you out of the house..

Flashback

He was much more drunk then usual after your sister died.
You sat in your room crying until the door flew open.
He dragged you out by your arm harshly. When he dragged you until the middle of the stairs he threw you downstairs. You lied on the ground not daring to stand up. He pulled your hair to get you up and pushed you against the wall. He then made a fist in both of his hands and started hitting you non-stop until you collapsed on the ground. He then started kicking you. When you thought it finally stopped and opened your eyes, you saw the knife he killed your sister with. He came to you while you didn't even have the chance to stand up. He pulled your t-shirt up just as much to reveal your stomach and gave you scars everywhere. He started doing the same on your arms. He stopped and shouted in your face 'it's your fault! If you didn't become a couple with that guy then I wouldn't see her as him and I wouldn't have killed her!' He said. You didn't answer but just cried instead. Is it true? Am I the reason to her dead? You thought until you felt him hit you again. But his time it hurt more. You looked at what he had in his hand and it was a baseball bat. He started hitting you non-stop.