Random Shit

Chapter 46

Hey guys!!

Just random at first!

I know I don't do this often but I've seen increasingly more and more posts from people prompting their own books.  They're not just doing this on their own page they're intruding other people's pages. It doesn't really bother me and often I find really great books and I find people who to my own surprise have a lot in common with me.

Wattpad is a really supporting community, whether your struggling through bullying, depression, anxiety, weight issues, family problems they're always there for you. Sure maybe they don't make the problem go away but they help numb it until you find out how to get rid of it.

So here's where all of that sweeps away i guess and we loop back to the start. I'm kind of here to promote my own books. I know they're not great, my grammar, spelling and wording isn't perfect but like you I'm an aspiring author trying her best. Read my books, even if it's just one chapter to see if it's your thing. Because you never know, it might just work for you.

(Alphabet Lies Series: Alphabet Lies
                                               Letters to Numbers
                                               Final Countdown
                                               Mere Spark
                                               Roaring Flames
                                               Ashes to Ashes )
(Purple Rain Series: Purple Rain
                                           Candle In The Wind
                                           (Soon to come) Take Me To Church).

Feel free to comment on my stories, good or bad. Heck, the judgement will probably help me, point out spelling errors I honestly don't care. Honestly I'm one of those people who just reads and doesn't comment on anything, on the odd occasion I do comment someone really likes what I have to say.

And guys, if you don't comment how am I meant to know that you exist? How am I meant to know that you are also trying to promote one of your books. You could even comment something like; 'Wow your books a little like mine you should check it out.'

Also!! A massive congratulations to @destieltrenchcoat who came out to his mum this week, it was a beautiful ceremony. I say ceremony as if it wasn't just you climbing out of a closet and scaring the living shit out of your mother.

Now. The most important part of this chapter.

She's not going to see this until after the weekend but I'm really hoping she likes it.

Happy Birthday to my fantastic friend @IFailedAllMyExams

I know I could have sent you a simple text saying "Happy Birthday you weirdo" and handed you some crappy gift but here you go. Here are 1000 words for you and your birthday.

I know people like me can be annoying, especially because you have five of six classes with me. But I'm also a little helpful at some points. I have basically wallpapered your walls with weird drawings that I originally made a book out of.

I know I'm a little bit judgey but you should probably remember that I don't have a filter, so if you like something you probably shouldn't show it to me.

I also know that it might suck for you that you call me your best friend and I don't return the favor. As you know, I this isn't to piss you off or annoy you or what ever. This has nothing to do with the type of person you are. I just, don't do favorites I guess. But I can tell you. I have four categories,

People I think of killing.

People I mildly hate.

People I tolerate.

And lastly,

People I value and trust.

You are most definitely in the first group.

I'm kidding, your in the last group and you should be honored because only three people are in that group, not many people know those three. Only those three know they're in there.

I may not show it but your a really important person to me and if you poof off to Germany for a year I will update you every week on what you've missed, I'll make you videos telling you every single boring detail. Sure I'll be sobbing my way through them because I miss you so much but it's the thought that counts right. Let's be honest, you love to be in the loop and I'm pretty sure it would kill you if you came back and had missed something big.

You'll be gone for fifty two weeks and I promise you there will be a video for every single one of those weeks that you don't get to see me, to offer me a shoulder to cry on, to binge with, to hang out with...

I have to admit, you being gone for a year will certainly make things way more quiet, but it will make them more boring as well. No conversations about one night stands, no complaining through class with me.

In a way, even though we're both surrounded my millions of people. . . We'll feel alone.

ANYWAY.

Happy sixteenth birthday!! You have been alive for for five thousand, eight hundred and forty days. That's nineteen thousand, nine hundred and sixty eight hours. You have spent one thousand and ninety one of those days with me. That's three thousand seven hundred and forty four hours.

In the grand scheme of things I guess it's not that long but when you realise that's a long time. That's a lot of hours spent together, it's alot of memories made together that when I'm fat and old (finish the lyrics go on), probably sixty I'm gonna remember these days and relalise sure I did some crazy shit, sure I got in a lot of fights, I broke a few bones (not mine but anyway). But the memories I made with you (drinking a milkshake and sitting on a swing until I nearly throw up, managing to walk alone in heels), these are all things I'm going to look back on and firstly say "wow, I hid alot from my mother" and then I'm going to say "the road so far" and beat your fifty nine year old ass and then say "let's go to the abandoned house and catch us some ghostie boys."

I'm really sad that I'm not able to spend it with you but I'm really looking forward to seeing you on Tuesday!

I really hope that didn't depress you and it made you happy and feel good on your special day, which is technically not your special day when you get the chance to read it, but anyway.

Happy birthday!