TW!!! EATING DISORDER
My mother scowls
My father laughs
My brother cries
My sister sighsI, myself, just breathe
In through my nose
Out through my mouth
Eyes blinking every so oftenStaring blankly at my food
Not eating a single bite
No appetite to indulge
Way too much on my plateI haven't eaten in days
Never caring much to eat
Always too much food
Almost too much to processSo much that could save lives
All wasted on me
So little that I actually need
So much it seems disgustingIt's been over a week since I last ate
My family not noticing a thing
Not my sad smile, not my frown
Not my rapidly depleting weightI feel myself going
Just drifting away
The starvation catching up to me
Finally, the sweet releaseI set my head down
As if I'm going to sleep
In a way, I am
But this time, I'm not waking upBy: gotohelltoburnwithme

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