Toxic

Jealous

JENNA's POV
I walked out of the ice cream shop and I couldn't help but stare at them as I left. I don't know why I was so mad, but I was. I got home and just sat on my bed to think. I thought I was only there for a few minutes when suddenly my mom yelled from her room "hurry up and shower! You have to go to bed!" It was then that I realized that I had been there for about 2 hours. I showered and tried to sleep but I couldn't stop thinking about them hugging and holding each other. The next thing I knew my alarm was going off and I had to go to school. Once I got to school I met up with the others and tried to act normal. Apparently I didn't do too good of a job because Reyah and Kayla pulled me to the side and asked me what was wrong. "I'm fine..." I told them. They looked at me with a face that showed that they didn't believe me. I looked down and just stared at Kayla white adidas shoes. After a few seconds I looked back up at them and said "look I'm fine I just don't feel too good today." I did good enough I guess because they said "okay..." and then we rejoined the group. About five minutes later Cole got here and went straight towards Riley. He gave her a hug and then stood with her. Kayla looked at them with a face of confusion and then looked at me. My hands were shaking and I could feel myself getting weaker and weaker. 'Not now... please not now' I thought to myself. "I have to go" I mumbled to Kayla before sprinting out of their sight. I searched for an empty classroom and as soon as I found one I ran inside and dropped to the floor. Yep, a panic attack. I'm not sure why it happened, but it did. I started crying and a few seconds later I heard a knock on the door and then the screech of it opening. "Damn girl you good?". I look up to see Kane standing at the doorway watching me. He closed the door after making sure nobody was looking. He then sat down in front of me and grabbed my hands. His hands were soft. He wiped my tears and I could feel myself calming down. I looked him in the eyes and he asked me what happened. "I don't know it just happened" I said before standing up and dusting myself off. "You'll be okay though... right" he looked at me and I could hear the worry in his voice. I hugged him and then said "yea, I'll be okay". Then we left the classroom and snuck back into the crowd before anyone noticed.