I don't know what to do
It seems I can only eat
It's the only thing I can control
I eat as much as I possibly can
I shovel it all down my throat
I ignore feeling sick
I ignore wanting to throw up so bad
I ignore all the looks I get as I go for third
I'm a pretty little girl
No one understands
Nobody knows how I eat so much
But I never throw up
I keep it all down
I feel sick all day
But if my eating is the one thing
I can control
I need that control
Because I can't control her
And I can't control him
I can't control them
And I can barely control me
So I control what I eat
But I eat it all
Like it's my last meal
It's my only control
