I want to be the reason his eyes lite up
I want to be the reason why his smile is bright
I want to be the person he never lies to
I want to be the person he trusts with his whole heart
I want to be the person who never made him cry
I want to be the person who he treats like a queen
And while I want all this I never it can never be
Because I'm everything he doesn't like
And he's everything I don't like
We were destined to hate each other
Maybe even fight to the death
But I never could
I want to be the woman he loves
I know it can never be
He does hate me
He doesn't put on some fake skill of hating me like I do with him
He glares at me with hatred and not affection
And while I know all this I can't stop myself
I can't stop myself from wanting
I want to be his everything
If anyone ever asks I pretend these feelings don't exist
I pretend to love the man my parents set me up with
I pretend to crave what I should
But I crave the danger that comes with him
I want to be his adrenaline rush
I want to be the thrill in his eyes
I want to be the spark in his mind
I want to be the beat in his heart
I want to be the last person he thinks about before he falls asleep
I want to be his everything
But I will always be nothing
We are everything that can't be
Still I can't help it
I can't help but want
I want to be his everything
