(A different poem) Happy

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Why don't you care if I'm happy
I thought you wanted me to be happy
Why don't you care if I'm fine
I thought you wanted me to fine

You say you want to be happy
You say you want to be fine
But it's all lies

You say you want me to be happy
But you just want me to be smart
You say you want me to be fine
But you just want me gone

You say you want me to be happy
You say being smart will make me happy
But it doesn't bring me the happiness you think it does
Being smart doesn't make me happy

You don't want me to happy
Or maybe you think being smart will make me happy
Because I won't marry a man who will leave
And end up with two kids and a broken sorry ass heart

Don't tell me to be happy
Just I know now you don't
Don't tell me you wish I'm fine
Because your the reason I'm not

Don't you want me to be happy
Don't you want me to be fine
Then don't pull out your passive aggressive moves

I'm sick and tired of you
I'm done with your lies
Don't tell me to do one thing but then don't abide by it the next

I'm not happy
I'm not fine
I'm losing
My mind

I can't believe I once thought that you wanted me to be happy
I can't believe I once thought that you wanted me to be fine
You don't want me to be happy
You don't want me to be fine

You'd leave me alone if your truly wanted me to be happy
Don't lie to me
I'm tired of your lies
So I hope your not happy

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