(a couple of months later)
Kate's pov.
I've been living with Anna for the past few months after what happened a couple months ago. Its fun living together just me and her. Today was the last day of high school and this guy at our school is having a big party tonight. I haven't spoken to Ashton since the time at the hospital. I miss him and it breaks my heart to think that when I finally realized I loved him and when we could finally say we were together it didn't even last two days. I still hang out with Michael and Calum but since the then I haven't spoken to Ashton or Luke. Luke tried texting me the day after I came back from the hospital but I told him he ruined my relationship and my only chance of being with Ashton and I also told him to never speak to me again. I've spoken to Harry though awhile ago and he said he was sorry for saying mean things to me and that he was just mad and he wanted us to stay friends and I said it was okay and we text each other some times but nothing more.
"What are you going to wear for the party?" Anna asks me.
"Uhm I think I'm going to wear my boyfriend jeans and a crop top." I say.
"Ooh that should be nice! Oh and I think there's going to be a pool should we bring our bathing suits?" She asks.
"I don't know about you but I don't want to be in a pool with drunk people that will probably puke in it." I laugh.
"Yea your right." She laughs.
We get dressed and head to the house. We arrive and there was already loads of people there.
We walk in and we see a couple of friends and we start dancing and we both take a drink.
(A few hours later)
I was drunk and we were dancing and i'm just so happy. I have no worries life just feels great right now. I was dancing with this guy named Noah. He's my friend, he's really cute, he has brown curly hair and dark brown eyes and he's so muscular and tall. He's also a couple years older than me. He's so nice and funny.
We both sat on a couch and my legs were on him.
"You're pretty." He says and he giggles.
"You're drunk." I say and laugh.
I couldn't find Lassie she was probably with some guy somewhere.
I changed positions and I laid my head on Noah shoulder.
He cups my face and kisses me.
Wow. I wasn't expecting that.
I could taste the vodka on his lips. His lips were so soft and he kissed so well.
He breaks away and I notice someone pulled him away and then I see Ashton, what is he doing here? Ashton grabs my wrist and leads me outside.
"What the hell Ashton?" I say.
"Why were you kissing that guy?" He says raising his voice and I back away because he is scaring me with the tone he is using.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to frighten you." He says and takes a step forward.
"Why did you bring me here? I was perfectly fine inside." I say.
"Who's the guy." He says.
"Why do you care? You broke up with me remember?" I say.
"But why were you kissing him?" He insists.
"Its just a kiss." I say.
"So when we kissed it was just a kiss, nothing more." He says softly.
"Ashton, that's different." I say.
"How is it any different?" he says.
"Because we lov- never mind... just
forget it, can I leave now?" I say.
"Kate, I miss you." He says.
I look away.
"I love you." he says.
"So why did you break up with me?" I say.
"Because I thought you didn't." He says.
"Ashton you made me go through hell, do you know how much I missed you? And now you just pretend like you never hurt me and you come to me out of no where saying I love you and I miss you! It doesn't work like that Ashton!" I scream.
"You shot me and you're acting like you're the one bleeding..." He says.
"What?" I say confused.
"You hurt me and you're acting like you're the victim." He says.
"Ashton, I tried to commit suicide and then you saved me, became my boyfriend and didn't trust me and broke up with me!" I cry.
He didn't speak. He stood there looking at me. For a moment i thought he would kiss me, but no he just stood there and finally walked away. It was foolish of me to think he would kiss me, why would he anyways? He probably doesn't even love me anymore, he just wants to argue with me, because thats how he is.
A/N:
I AM SO SORRY FOR NOT POSTING!! oh my god i feel soooo bad, i've been so occupied with school and homework and exams and life in general i didnt have time, i'm so sorry, i'll try to update soon, i love you all<3
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