Before I Met you // Hyunin

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Hyunjin P.O.V

When I got home after school ended I crashed on my bed. I rubbed my head, it was throbbing due to all the thoughts filling up my mind. Suddenly I got a text from Changbin.

Changbin
Hey Hyunjin I noticed you were uspet to say but I didn't want to bother you further. Are you feeling better now?

Hyunjin
It's okay Changbin, I understand. Hoenstly I don't why I'm feeling so down all of a sudden. It's strange.

Changbin
I think I know what it is. But telling you will just make it worse. You need to figure it out on your own.

Hyunjin
What? What do you mean you know?
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Changbin!
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Don't leave me on read!
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Come back tell me! 😠
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I just sighed and put down my phone. I laid in bed and stared at the ceiling, trying to let my thoughts flush away and my mind settle. My heart felt heavy and I just felt down inside.
As I closed my eyes and started to drift off my phone buzzed with a notification.

I turned on my phone on and read what was on the screen.

Message from Jeongin.

I clicked on his name and read the message.

Jeongin
Hey Hyunjin are you okay? You seemed off at the library today. Is everything fine?

I smiled at my screen reading Jeongin's text. Although my heart still felt upset and heavy, reading his name made me smile.

Hyunjin
Honestly, I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel upset and I don't know why.

Jeongin
Oh no Hyunjin! :( Is there anything I can do?

Hyunjin
Well Changbin just told me to figure it out on my own.. So no probably not. I don't know what's wrong with me.

Jeongin
Can I come over Hyunjin? Would you be fine with that?

Hyunjin
Sure

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When Jeongin came my frown immediately turned into a smile. Seeing him as I opened the door made me smile greatly. Something overcame me and I had an urge to hug him. So I pulled him close and gave him a big hug.

"Oh. That was unexpected." Jeongin said while wrapping his arms around me.

"Just to thank you for being a great friend." I said pulling away. Then Jeongin came inside and we sat on my bed together.

"So why are you upset Hyunjin?" Jeongin said pouting.

His pout is so cute.
It made my heart race.

"Well I'm not exactly upset. My mind just feels conflicted and confused and my heart just feels heavy. I can't explain the feeling. It just feels as if there is a weight pulling me down but I don't know why or for what reason." I said while looking at the ground.

"Ohh okay. It sounds like there's something bothering you deep down inside. You don't know what it is yet but you are fighting with yourself over it." Jeongin said.

I just took in his words and sat there
What could that be? I asked myself.

"Let me give you another hug and maybe you'll calm down." Jeongin said as he reached out his arms to hug me. I melted in his embrace.

This feels nice and comforting.

Jeongin pulled back and looked at me with sorrowful eyes.

"Do you feel better now?" He asked. I nodded and slightly smiled.

"Better."

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