Before I Met you // Hyunin

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Hyunjin P.O.V

I ran so fast all the way to my house not looking back once. Once I was inside my house I ran to my room and jumped on my bed.

Oh no
What did I just do?
I said to myself.

My body just took over, I didn't mean to kiss him.

But it was nice

No stop!! Don't think that. He's your friend.

Aghhhh I don't know what to think anymore...

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Jeongin P.O.V

After Hyunjin left I went to my room and sat on my bed, staring out the window.

I looked at the stars while thinking of Hyunjin. I thought about the hugs we shared, his beautiful smile, how he kissed me earlier. I thought about how wonderful of a person he is, and how many things we have in common from music to games to food.

Hyunjin means a lot to me..
More than a friend..

I fell for him. For his smile, his laugh, his personality. Everything about him I loved since day one and has attracted me even more. He is so different from others and that's what I admire about him the most.

I want to tell him how special I think he is...

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My mind was all over the place so I decided to call Changbin.

"Hello?" Changbin asked on the other line.

"H-hey." I responded.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing. I-I'm. Well actually I'm really confused."

"What do you mean?"

"I think my heart and mind are fighting each other. I just kissed Jeongin because my heart and body told me to but I ran away and my mind is saying we are just friends. What is happening?" I said.

"Hold up. Wait. You kissed Jeongin?" Changbin said loudly, sounding shocked.

"Just on the cheek. It was out of nowhere."

"Ohh okay."

"I ran away because I was embarrassed. Changbin help me I don't know what to do."

"Well I can't tell you how you are feeling, but I can try to help. Your gut and your heart know what's best for you. If your heart is fighting with your brain, go with your heart because that's where your true feelings lie. And if you're not still not sure how you feel about Jeongin just think about him. What are the first things that come to mind? What is it like being around him? Does he make you haplier than anyone else? If so then you like him.  But just take your time fuguring it out."

"Okay. Thank you so much Changbin." I said tearing up a little.

"I hope you figure it out soon and feel better." Changbin said as he hung up.

After he ended the call I wiped my tears away and looked out the window.

My mind drifted to Jeongin. Although he is my friend, I feel as if we should be more than that. Whenever I see Jeongin's smile, or hear his laugh, or feel his touch I feel a different kind of feeling inside. It is something not like anything else I've felt before. Whenever I'm around him I feel safe and happy, which is unusual for me. He makes me smile all the time which I am not used to doing.

Jeongin means so much to me.. I wish I could tell him.

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