Hatred / l.h ✔️

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~Luke's POV~

I sat in my room later the next day, playing a game on my phone that I was currently not very interested in. It was a game that I'd seen Iris playing on her phone a couple of times. Normally, I didn't have much trouble getting my attention to focus on something else when I wanted to, but I found myself unable to focus on the game. All I could think of was Iris. She was out with Eros right now, doing whatever the hell it was that they did together.

After the first time I'd had sex with her, which part of me felt bad for doing and another part of me, a really selfish part, didn't feel bad for it, I found myself understanding why Eros had wanted to get in her pants all the time. He'd found something he liked, being her pussy, and now I had done the same. However, I found myself liking more than just that. The sex wasn't the only thing I found myself liking when it came to her, that was just a plus. Sure, it was a plus that I shouldn't have interest in, but I couldn't help it.

Ever since I'd had her, I found myself thinking about her more often. The worst part was that it wasn't having sex with her that made me start to take an interest in her. Before she and I had ever done anything, I would find myself thinking of her and wanting to be around her, talking to her. When she and I had spent that first night talking and getting to know one another, I realized how much I'd misjudged her. I liked her company and I liked to talk to her. Now that I had completely stepped over boundaries that a friend wouldn't, I couldn't deny that I did like her. I liked her a lot.

Being able to just talk to her was just as good as being able to touch her, as being able to kiss her and be inside of her. I had left the friend-zone, which I tried to keep myself in for my own sake, and now I was in dangerous territory. Somehow, I'd caught feelings. Goddamn it.

Any time I saw her, I would feel my heart kick into overdrive, and when she laughed, I was sure it was the prettiest sound in the universe. Unfortunately for me, I had to be just friends with her, but it seemed that that was getting harder and harder, especially now that our 'one-time-thing' was no longer a one-time-thing. It had stemmed into something else, or at least for me. I'd had crushes on girls before, obviously, but this felt different. It didn't feel like a stupid little crush.

I knew, though, that having feelings for Iris was a dangerous game. She was Andy's sister, and if there was one thing that we all knew, it was that sleeping with your friend's sister was something you didn't do. However, it seemed that it was too late for me. I'd already caught feelings and slept with her. I was thoroughly fucked. Technically, we both were if Andy ever found out.

I forced my thoughts away, shaking my head as I stepped out of my bed and tossed my phone onto the bed before I left my room. I headed downstairs and into the kitchen, searching through the fridge for something to eat. When I found a little box of chinese food, which I knew belonged to Iris, I bit my cheek and gave it a little look. I wanted to eat it, but I knew she'd put it in the fridge with the intention of eating the rest of it, so I didn't want to eat it before she could. That'd be rude.

"You can have that if you want it, you know." I heard Iris' soft voice say from behind me, surprising me at her sudden presence. Last I'd checked, she was out with Eros. I looked down at her, furrowing my brows. "But it's yours." I said, frowning to myself. She grinned and my heart skipped a beat as she stepped closer, peering into the fridge from beside me. "It's okay. I really don't mind. I probably won't eat it, and I can just find something else to eat." She assured, shrugging.

Iris looked up at me, a strand of her dark hair falling in front of her eyes as she moved. She tucked it behind her ear, gesturing to the chinese food in the container in front of me. "You're sure?" I hesitantly asked, unsure if she actually was okay with me eating her food. She chuckled and nodded, crossing her arms over my chest. "I'm sure. Really, you can have it." She assured, giving me a small smile. I eyed her in thought, debating on whether or not to take it, before I decided to take it. She had offered me it, anyways, so surely there was no harm.