Yandere x Reader // My Hero Academia

Philophobia // Yandere Reactions.

 How would yandere Shinsou, Bakugou, and Shoto react to their darling refusing to love them? Not because she hates them but because she's afraid to love. Everyone she loves always leaves her and now she's too scared to love again...

Philophobia: the fear of emotional attachment, fear of being in or falling in love.

Shinsou didn't understand why you're so closed off. You had always been closed off to everyone, really, but he had thought (he had hoped) that you would open up to him. Maybe it would take time but surely...you would open your heart to Shinsou!

But you didn't.

After Shinsou took you away...you closed up. You did as you were told (without him ever using his quirk too), whatever Shinsou wanted from you, you gave him...except for love. He shouldn't complain, he knows that. After all, you could be fighting him and trying to escape. But you don't. You're a good darling, aren't you? He should be pleased, shouldn't he?

So why wasn't that enough? Why didn't you love him?

Even though he knows that he can just make you say it, Shinsou doesn't want to do that. He hates using his quirk on you...and he wants you to mean. He wants you to love him. He wants you to open up to him, to talk to him and embrace him. But when he thinks about it, Shinsou realizes that you never really let anyone in...no close friends, no confidants, no lovers, no nothing.

And he has to know why.

"You'll just leave."

You say it so simply, as though it's the most common of facts, one of those little things that everyone already knows. And for a moment, Shinsou was stunned. He stared at you for a moment before asking the most obvious of questions,

"Why do you think that?"

He's not angry. He's not hurt. He truly does want to know how such an idea made it's way into your mind. But your reply is so sad that it almost does hurt him...

"Because everyone does," You replied, refusing to look at him, "Eventually, everyone just leaves me behind. I get attached to them, I even love them, and they just...leave me. So what's the point anymore? It's safer to feel nothing at all. That way, when they leave you...it won't hurt so bad."

For a moment, Shinsou is silent. He mulls over everything you've confessed, realizing how much it makes sense. You push him away because you're afraid of getting too close. You turn your back because you think that he will do the same. And you refuse his love out of fear of getting your heart broken once more. He thinks and he thinks and he thinks...and then he starts to chuckle. You look at him in surprise, perhaps wondering what's wrong with him, and Shinsou says,

"Y/N...do you really think I'm like everyone else?"

Reaching out, he took your hands in his and yanked you forward, pulling you right into his arms. Normally, you tensed up a little bit when he did this. But now you could only look up at him in shock as Shinsou wrapped his arms around you and held you close.

"I stalked you. I kidnapped you. I locked you away from them, from those people who hurt you. Do you honestly believe that I would do all of that just to let you go? To leave you?" He laughed, pale purple eyes gleaming. "No...no, I could never do that. Don't you get it, Y/N?"

Leaning close, Shinsou's lips hovered just above yours, his voice barely even a whisper as he said,

"I'm never leaving you. You're mine forever, darling."

He kissed you, as he had many times before. But this time...this time you kissed him back. Shinsou smiled into your lips, holding you a little bit tighter and loving you a little bit deeper. Yes, he was certain that you loved him already. If you didn't, you would soon enough.