-MESSAGE FROM A HEARTBROKEN GIRL-

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( SPOILERS OF ENDGAME AHEAD)














I literally fuckin CAN'T. I GIVE UP IN MY LIFE!!! I was not expecting this at all. I have litterally only been focusing on the bad stuff of the movie. OMg......JUST OMG!!!!

I spent my whole time during the movie crying

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I spent my whole time during the movie crying. Then, I got home and cried all night. Now, here I am in school....CRYING IN FRONT OF EVERYONE!!

This movie was just TOOO much for my heart. First, our theory of Captain Marvel rescuing Tony was correct. Ugh, when he recorded the message and it showed clips of him and Nebula. And then when he goes to sleep and is all lifeless and then Captain Marvel arrives. I was like "YASSS BITCH!!! YAAASSSSS" So yea and then I started crying when Tony starts yelling at Steve for not keeping his promise of losing together. AHHHHHHH!

And...look, I appreciate that Marvel tried to make us laugh many times....but I JUST COULDN'T!!! And then....when Tony saw his dad....AHHHHH!

FUKIN NATSHA DIED.....WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And then.....they got the stones then everything is good.....UNTIL DA GRAPE DECIDED TO DESTROY MY HOME!!!!!!!! I DIED!!!!

And then when they fight and.....we all knew cap was always worthy. SO MJOLNIR WENT ZOOOOOOOOM TO HIM!!! And then....ahhh when all of Thanos forces stood in front of Cap and he just stood there...not giving up and then..."Cap, on your left"

My heart stoooopped . And they all popped OOOOUUTTTTT AND MY BABY PETER PARKER SWINGS OUT!!! Just thinking about it gives me freakin anxiety of happiness. I was DROWING IN TEARS OF JOY!!!!! It was so many people. Honestly, this was the ending I was expecting. It really was and I am so gratefuuuuul.

OMG AND THEN WHEN PETER WENT UP TO TONY JUST STUTTERING AND TONY JUST HUGGED HIM!!!!!!!!!! THAT WAS EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED!!! I LOVED EVERYONES SHORT RENUNION!!!!

I'm glad they gave my baby Spiderman like his own glory of having the protect the Infinity Gauntlet. And I liked when he was just like "Oh hi. Im Peter Parker. "

And then....omg I am so gay for Captain Marvel. I loved her smile towards Peter.

Then.....came the moment that ruined my life. Tony successfully got the stones and said

"I AM IRONMAN" Snapped his fingers....and was gone.

OMG THEN PETER KNEELED WITH HIM ANd STARTED CRYING. HE SAID TONY...well first Mr.Stark...then Tony.

And then the funeral and all that...

I just can't anymore. I can't.

I stayed in my grave. This movie was supposed to be my revival...and I got the total opposite.

I am going to take a long time in updating this becuase....I need to get over my emotions, stablaize a bit. Thats not happening any time soon.



Oh yeah...Im planning on sueing Marvel after this. Im sueing for making me have an emotional breakdown.

I heard someone had to be sent to the hospital because she couldn't stop crying and she was hyperventilating and she fainted.

So some ppl commented in my Infinity War book of like the parts when Tony would be a protective dad for Carly when it came to her and Peter....I wanted to continue that so bad😞.

Or.....maybe I can.

Should I keep him alive??

I'm thinking of also doing a special chapter in one of my books just for Tony.

I HONESTLY CANT!! I mean, Tony Stark was my everything. I try to see the bright side of all this but it's hard. He's a hero. A TRUE hero.

People have been saying "I wonder what's next for the MCU?" I............don't really care. My history literally died with Tony Stark. That generation was my family. I'm just not ready for the new ones.

I can't even watch any Marvel movie with Tony in it because I start crying.

*Sighs* I don't think I'm ever getting over this.






Bye.

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