Empty Soul (Thomas Sangster)

four

|~|Thomas|~|

I don't go back to my trailer, I can't he will be there. He will ask questions. He will hurt her.

I did the dumbest thing ever. I love her, and I couldn't hold it in anymore. I needed to tell her.

She doesn't feel the same way is what kills me most. She was tense when I kissed her. I knew I shouldn't have come back, but I couldn't stand being away from her.

Only if I could tell her everything.

I am swarmed with thoughts that I don't realize that I am at the ally way from earlier.

I sit down on a broken construction pipe and burry my face in my hands. I always mess things up.

I'll just leave her life forever like she wanted. I can't hurt her again, I love her too much to do that.

I sit there with thoughts swarming my head for a good twenty minutes. Finally I stand up and walk back to my trailer.

After entering the warmth of my trailer, I walk past the mirror and its silent. That scares me more than him being there.

I look at my reflection long enough until I call out. Something I will never do.

Thomas how dare you lie to me? I feel offended. I though we were friends?

"We are not friends, you're my worst enemy." I say

Thats so sweet of you. I'll make you a deal.

"What kind of deal?"

I don't hurt her unless you come back in three months.

"I will never go back!"

Then I will prepare her death.

"Wait! Can I bring her with me?"

Why not. The more the merrier but you can't say a word about anything until you are back.

"Okay I won't. Please stay quiet until then. I don't need her thinking anything."

Oh I will. But what will be in store will be fun.

I dont want to know. He is gone before I can say another word.

How am I going to explain this to her?

-:-:-

I got more time to write another update ^o^

Next chapter is going to be my second favorite (chapter 3 is my first bc life)

-B xoxo