Empty Soul (Thomas Sangster)

seven

|~|Thomas|~|

Its been two weeks since we have made it official, and he has been quiet that it scares me.

I have one week and two months keeping this from her. Then we go back, all of us.

We are all hanging out in Dylan's trailer. Will, Ki Hong, Dylan, Aly, Kaya, Becca, Dexster, and me. Becca loves hanging out with everyone and she gets along really well with them.

"Becca, truth or dare?" Dylan asks.

"Ummm truth," she says.

"Your so lame." Will laughs.

"I'm tired leave me alone." She says and leans back into my chest.

"Okay, hmmmm, are you a virgin?" Dylan asks and wiggles his eyebrows, mostly at me than Becca.

"Not to comfortable with you asking my girlfriend if she's a virgin." I laugh.

"Well she's dating you so," Dylan laughs.

"I'm not," Becca speaks up.

"Tommy got it!" Will laughs.

"Um no it wasn't Tom, some stupid ex boyfriend. I broke up with him once I found out he cheated." Becca explains and my blood boils with anger and hatred.

He hurt the love of my life. The awkward silence fills the room.

"So Rebecca," Dexster breaks the tension. "I heard your graduating from NYU this weekend, congratulations. What are you planning to do?"

"Thank you. I'm planning on becoming an author. Like children and teen books."

"Why didnt you tell us?" I question.

"Its not a huge ceremony, they hand me my diploma and I leave." She quickly explains.

"I think its cool anyway." Aly smiles.

"Thanks Aly." Becca smiles.

"Okay I think that's all for tonight I'm getting extremely tired." Will says and gets up.

Everyone agrees and starts to flee from Dylan's trailer. We all head off to our own trailers, Rebecca coming to mine.

I pop open the door to the trailer and Rebecca walks through. I follow behind her closing the door as I do. She goes into the small bathroom and I change into pair of sweatpants and a plain white shirt. I lay down in bed and wait for Becaa.

Don't lose her Tommy. She's an important factor.

I close my eyes shut trying to avoide him but I can't.

She's more than important. Maybe I will just take her and leave you.

The voice echo's through my head. I hear the door of the bathroom slide open, and I open my eyes to see Becca right next to the bed.

She doesn't know yet. She will be so surprised. Say anything and you know what happens.

I close my eyes shut again. My head starts to ache.

"Thomas what's wrong?" Becca asks, her voice full of concern.

"Nothing love, just have a head ache." I lie and my heart sinks.

Good job Tommy.

Becca turns off the light and then lays next to me. I wrap my arms around her waist and pull her closer to me. I burry my face in the crook of her neck and starts to drift off.

"I can't loose you again," Becca whispers I guess thinking that I'm asleep.

I am about to reply, when sleep drowns me.

...

Its dark. And I'm moving, upwards. My head feels like it's full of water. My thoughts are cloudy and so is my memory.

I can't think of any explanation to explain where I am or what I'm doing here.

I try to squint through the darkness to make out anything, but I have no luck. Everything comes to a sudden stop and I fall backwards.

Where am I?

-:-:-

Kinda short sorry. I might update again, but I dont know.

Please stop telling me to update bc if you do I'm not going to and you have to wait longer. So the choice is yours. I get that you guys like it but comments like that irritate me and they get really annoying.

I love you alllllll

-B xoxo