Empty Soul (Thomas Sangster)

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|×|Rebecca|×|

I roam around my apartment, not knowing what to do.

I decide to go out. Thomas can't be out there still. Why would he be? He doesn't care anyway.

I grab my coat and slip it on, heading out again.

…

Its about two hours later and I have a few bags, mostly from the grocery store.

I go to unlock my apartment door and drop my keys. Putting my bags down next to me I pick up the keys and unlock the door. I quickly rush in and put my bags on my counter.

I spin on my heel and almost have a heart attack. Thomas is sitting on my couch staring at his hands that are folded in his lap.

He looks up at me, his eyes full of sorrow. Why does he look broken?

"How the bloody hell did you get in here?"

"The door was unlocked." He says flatly and starting back at the floor.

"Thomas just go! Stop trying to make everything better because its not going to work!" He gets up off the couch and my heart fills with guilt.

Why Thomas? Why must you do this?

"I can't stay away forever. We both know that."

"No the both of us don't! Why can't you stay away Thomas? Why do you have to come back after 13 years?" I ask tears stinging my eyes

"Because I bloody love you!" He yells.

We are both quiet for a long time. He walks up to me and kisses me softly. I don't know how to respond and he then pulls away.

"I have been waiting to do that since we were kids." He whispers.

Before I can form a sentence he is out of my apartment door.

What just happened?

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My heart hurt while writing this BUT THE FEELS KDNFBKSNCKDN