Empty Soul (Thomas Sangster)

five

|×|Rebecca|×|

I wake up with a slight pain in my chest. Guilt. I need to talk to Thomas.

I know his set for the movie is not too far away from my apartment and its not going to be hard to find.

I quickly get dressed and make instant coffee. I pour it in a travel mug and burn my hand holding the mug. I curse in pain and run the back of my hand under cold water. I then treat it and wrap it up.

It hurts like hell but I push through it. I clean the spilled coffee and wipe the outside of my travel mug. Making sure everything is in tact before I leave my apartment, making sure I lock it behind me this time.

I walk down the street filled with people. Slowly making my way through the wave of people. With every step I make I become even more nervous, knowing I am closer to the set.

I stare at the gate from a far and finally get the courage to actually walk closer to it. There is a guard there of course and a few girls standing outside waiting to catch a glimpse of someone.

"Excuse me miss you can't go through here." The guard says, keeping me away from the gate.

"I'm actually a friend of Thomas' and its urgent. Please sir." I practically beg.

"What your name?"

I hold my tongue for a second. If he lets me through that means Thomas had talked about me, or told the gaurd to let me through if I came by.

"Rebecca Mills." I answer and he let's me pass.

"He's in trailer 12. You should find him there."

"Thank you sir." I gush and he nods.

I look around and become dizzy right away. My confused look must have been obvious because a tall guy with brown hair and glasses comes my way.

"You look lost." He says sweetly.

"I'm looking for Thomas' trailer." I explain quickly so he can point me in the right direction.

"You must be Rebecca. Thomas was talking about you all night last night," he says causing me to blush. "His trailer is to the left. There will be a huge number 12 on the door. Won't be hard to miss."

"Thank you so much," I stop realizing I didn't get his name

"Dylan." He smiles at me

"Thank you Dylan." I say and he nods.

I turn left and like Dylan said there is a huge 12 on the front door. I knock and there is no answer. Surprisingly the door is open.

I enter the trailer expecting Thomas not to be inside. I walk through to see if he is here and I spot him wrapped in the sheets. I go to leave when I hear him mummble my name.

"Rebecca.....no.......stop.......don't touch her......." I mumbles.

I back track and sit on the edge of his bed.

"Thomas?" I whisper.

He continues to flinch in his sleep. He starts to mummble a bit more and sweat drips down his face.

"Stop......no.....not Rebecca,"

"Thomas? Thomas wake up!" I say a bit louder shaking him.

His eyes snap open and look me straight in the face.

"Rebecca?" He questions and sits up.

I then realize he is shirtless and my breath gets caught in my throat. I cover it up as a cough. Wow has he changed.

"Rebecca what are you doing here?" He questions not noticing my roaming eyes.

"Dylan told me where your trailer was." I say and my eyes drift off to the floor.

He lifts my chin so I am looking at him again.

"Rebecca? Why are you really here? You kept telling me to leave you alone." Pain flickers in his eyes while he says it.

Guilt fills my heart, weighting it down.

"I thought about what happened yesterday. All of it," I ramble and he just nods. "I don't want you to go Thomas. I missed you more than anything. I was just upset with you leaving and all." My eyes drift off again.

He lifts my chin again to look at him. His lips crash into mine. This time I respond by kissing him back. We break away and he looks into my eyes.

"I love you Becca and I'm not going to leave you unless you want me to." He says softly.

"Please don't. I need you more than ever." I say and kiss him again.

He pulls away and takes me into a huge hug. I lay in his arms, my ear againt his bare chest. He takes my bandaged hand in his and I wince a bit.

"What happened? Did I hurt you?" He questions, his voice full if worry.

"Just burned my hand spilling coffee." I say and he gets up and pulls me to the small bathroom.

I sit on the toilet seat and he takes out a first aid kit out from underneath the sink. He unwraps my hand and looks at it. He then puts the burn stuff on it and rewraps it in a clean bandage.

"Thanks Tom."

"I'll do anything for you." And he kisses the top of my hand.

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I'm gonna sleep now
-B xoxo

P.s. thanks for 140 reads already and sticking with my sucky writing ♥ blows me away