Autumn's P.O.V
I sat in my room it's been 3 weeks since I talked to Luke or Ashton. I sat alone at breakfast time. No one bothered me cause they knew not to. I just didn't know my feelings. I loved Ashton, but in the back of my head I know I love Luke.
I still didn't understand the dream. Who's voice was it.
I felt a light tap on my shoulder.
"Hey, Autumn?" Luke asked.
"Yeah?" I let my hair loose.
"I miss you." he rubbed circles into my thighs.
"Luke i don't know what to say, I'm sorry about yelling at you." I ran my fingers through my hair
"it's okay I forgive you." He embraced me, making me smile.
"You know, if you don't pick me over him, I understand, I was a dick, but let me tell you this I love you so much and I will never stop loving you." He kissed my forehead. Within 20 minutes Ashton walked up.
"I need you to understand that, I love you and I don't want to lose you, you should be with me, not him." He had a sparkle in his eyes.
"Ash, listen it's not easy for me, I mean you're both making me pick, I can't choose, I need time." I ran fingers through my hair.
"Fine, but don't make a stupid mistake." He spat.
"What do you mean stupid mistake?" I asked.
He rolled his eyes and kept walking.
"Hey." Bella sat next to me.
"Hey, Bell." I hugged her.
"Look, I just wanted to let you know that I have lost my feelings towards Luke." She smiled.
"Really? Why?" I asked.
"Cause I just don't think he's for me." She got up and left.
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"Autumn you look beautiful in your dress, I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you."
"I love you."
"I love you to."
I woke up from my dream once again sweating. I wiped my forehead.
"Hey you ok." Aileen asked. I nodded and she went back to sleep.
I snuck out the back door and went near the camp lake. I looked up at the stars.
"Couldn't sleep?" A familiar voice spoke. It was Luke.
"No I couldn't." I barely smiled.
"Me neither, I've got a lot of stuff on my mind, Australia, the band, and you." He moved closer to me, while resting his hands on my hips.
"Autumn, I just want to hold you all night till you fall asleep in my arms." He whispered in my ear while resting his chin on my shoulder.
"Autumn I love you, and I will keep telling you till you realize it." The stars making his eyes sparkle. I wrapped my arms around his body and tightly hugged him.
"Luke, it hurts seeing you so torn." I mumbled.
"I just wish I wasn't so confused." I looked up at him.
"Autumn at least just let me hold you, just please stay with me." He whispered shakily.
I didn't say anything, I just let him rock me back and forth in his arms.
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summer camp ; 5sos au
FanfictionAutumn is going to summer camp. She has no interest in going. Little does she know that she's about to meet 4 boys that will change her life. They will gain a tight bond. But what will happen when two of the boys think more of Autumn and can't let g...
