Can't Get Out

Chapter 2

Ash POV

When I got home I heard an arguement again and again, ni wala atang araw na di sila nag-aaway eh. Yeah my mom and dad separated last three years and even though they already separate wala araw na di sila nag-aaway.

"Please stop! We're already done! ni minsan di kita pinakialaman simula ng maghiwalay tayo! hinayaan kita na paulit ulit mo akong saktan! hinayaan kita na ipakita sa mga anak ko ang babae mo! wala kang narinig sa akin Samuele wala!"sigaw ni Mom, I just close my eyes and took a deep breathe

"Mom, Dad please!"sigaw ko at minulat mata ko tsaka sinalubong ang tingin nila

"Please stop arguing! I'm tired listening of you! walang araw na di kayo nag-aaway, please! Per favore! smettere di combattere! Anche solo un giorno!"sigaw ko at umalis na doon tsaka umakyat sa kwarto ko, I never shout out, ngayon lang but I'm tired! Tired of understanding them! Please stop fighting! Even just for one day!

paminsan gusto ko ng lumayas dito sa bahay kasi punong puno na ako, wala silang ibang ginawa kundi mag-away ng mag-away! I hope my gradma is here, parang wala ng pake sa akin sina Mom and Dad they are just fighting and fighting, ewan ko nalang baka kung mamatay ako mag-away pa rin sila...

"Baby..."It's mama Kim

"Mama Sono stanco di vedere mamma e papà, litigano sempre ... non si curano nemmeno di me, a volte mi sento come se non fossi loro figlia non si preoccupano nemmeno di chiedermi se sto bene, se io Sto bene in classe ... Ma cosa dovrei fare? Sono stanco, voglio rinunciare..."sabi ko habang umiiyak, I'm really tired I want a peaceful, but how can I have that? Mama I'm tired of seeing Mommy and Daddy, they're always arguing... they don't even care of me, sometimes I felt like I am not their daughter they dont even bother to ask me if I am okay, If I am doing good at class... Ma what should I do? I'm tired I want to give up...

"Shh... Baby don't say those things, Your mom and dad loves you so much even they won't show it to you, mahal ka nila kasi anak ka nila don't over think things baby. Remember this always God has a purpose on your pain. A reason for your struggles and a reward for your faithfulness. Trust him and don't give up... So just trust God"sabi ni Mama I just cry and cry...

"Thank you Mama"I said while crying

"Gusto mo bang dito muna matulog sa mansion? I will comfort you or I'll sleep beside you I'm sure your papa will understand it"sabi niya, pinunasan ko naman luha ko

"Okay Ma, I'll sleep there"sagot ko

"Okay I'll wait you, Take care okay?"she said and doing the kiss sound

"I will Ma"sagot ko at pinatay na ang tawag, huminga muna ako ng malalim and bago bumangon. nagbihis muna ako ng pantulog at kinuha na ang wallet at cellphone ko tsaka susi ng kotse then lumabas na ng kwarto

habang pababa ako ng hagdan naririnig ko na nagtatalo sina Kuya, Ate, Mom and Dad.

"Dad please just go home, please I'm begging you maawa ka naman kay Ashley and sa mga kapatid ko, Dad nahihirapan na sila lagi nalang kayong nag-aaway ni Mom"sabi ni Kuya while he's blocking dad

"Son just understand me..."

"Dad please, I'm begging you para sa ikatatahimik ng pamilya natin... Ashley has a Heart problem and I don't want to see her unconscious lagi nalang siya inaatake sa puso dahil sa sobrang stress at halos di na siya kumakain at umiinom ng gamot niya, so please dad"sabi ni Kuya, but dad I don't think he heard kuya, umalis nalang ako doon di naman nila ako napapansin eh...

I hope one day my Mom and Dad will realize that I need them beside me, that I need a parents beside me....

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