Can't Get Out

Chapter 64

Ash POV

Natawa nalang ako panuorin si Tan na inaasikaso mga anak namin, so this is him kapag inaasikaso mga anak namin? he's like a butler while our babies is like his boss ayan kasi gusto niyang ma spoild kaya ayan panindigan niya...

"Baby no dont--"he's super stress now, napatalikod nalang siya and I can lip read him he mouthed fuck

"Daddy tso! give me watel..."sabi ni Clae kaagad naman siya kumilos tsaka kumuha ng tubig at binigay kay Clae

"Here princess--- No!"sabi niya but napasigaw siya ng itinapon ni Clae yung biscuits

"Baby, why did you do that?"sabi niya nalang at napabuntong hininga tsaka pinulot ang biscuit, napailing iling nalang ako at pumasok na ng dinning

"See now Tan? That's you will get if you keep spoiling them"sabi ko napatingin naman siya sa akin tsaka tumayo naman siya at nilinis yung kalat nina Clae tsaka umalis na napailing iling nalang ako

"Baby, why did you do that? tinuro ba ni Mommy sayo yun? wasting foods?"sabi ko kay Clae bumaba naman ang tingin niya, kumuha naman ako ng tissue at at pinunasan na sila ni Trek at inalis yung bib

"I'm soyi Mommy tso, di na po atso uuyit"sabi niya tumango naman ako, may baby has a one word kapag sinabi niya hindi na niya uulit di na talaga niya uulitin

"Good say sorry to Daddy later okay?"sabi ko, tumango naman siya tsaka binaba ko na sila ni Trek

"Play nalang muna kayo okay? Mommy and Daddy need to talk..."sabi ko tumango naman sila tsaka tumakbo na palabas ng kitchen, and ko naman naiwan dito tsaka niligpit na kinainan nina

Pagkatpos ay umakyat na ulit ako sa kwarto and then there he is... facing his laptop habang magkasalubong ang kilay, lumapit naman ako at umupo sa gilid ng kama

"Hey... are you okay?"tanong ko but di niya lang ako sinagot so umayos ako ng upo, umupo na ako sa harapan niya at sinara ang laptop niya

Napatingin naman siya sa akin habang magkasalubong ako kilay, I can see in his eyes he's mad

"What?"tanong niya, natawa nalang ako sa kanya

"Tan I know what you feel---"

"No hindi mo alam, it's so hard okay? You don't know what I feel, I feel like I'm a worthless father, I feel like I'm not good parent na kahit anong gawin ko di ko---"

"Shhh..... Stop, Tan no one is good at parenting, all we need to do is to discipline them, that's why I tild you right? Stop spoiling our kids, Now tell me? nakinig ka ba? See? If you keep spoiling them kawawa ka talaga, that's why sinusuway kita kapag iniispoil mo sila"sabi ko bumuntong hininga naman siya

"I'm sorry Baby, it's just that... I just want to make everything for them, ayaw kung lumaki silang baka sabihan ako na nagkulang ako sa kanila"sabi niya, ngumiti naman ako at hinawakan magkabilang pisngi niya

"Tan I know and I can see that, but don't overthink things too much okay? kaya akala mo ganyan, no Baby, stop overthinking now okay? I'm here with you I'll help you to be good as we can"sabi ko tumango naman siya at ngumiti naman, good... That's what I want to see

"Thank you Baby, for understanding"sabi niya at yinakap ako tsaka hinalikan sa ulo

"And please Tan, kapag sumobra na ang mga bata, pagsabihan mo sila like you will call them in their first name like what I am doing"sabi ko at tumingala habang nakatingin sa kanya, napakamot ulo naman siya

"Baby, I'm scared, what if kapag pinagsabihan ko sila iiyak sila? And I hate it, you know my weakness baby I hate seeing my love ones crying brcause of me, I became so softy"sabi niya natawa nalang ako

"Ayan ka na naman diba I told you don't overthink things, kapag umiyak si Clae and Trek explain to them why you scold them, they will understand you, and Baby it's normal na iiyak sila they are still baby and they easily gets emotional"sabi ko, tumango naman siya tsaka yumakap sa akin, ngumiti naman ako

I like this... yung kaming dalawa we're okay, not fighting, maybe nagkakatampuhan din kami paminsan but Tan is always there para magkaayos kami...

It's been a week na bigyan namin sarili namin ng second chance and I can say it's worth it...

"Baby, are you listening?"napatingin naman ako sa kanya, at ngumiti. This guy, he's really handsome, not just handsome but also a gentleman, and I really his attitude.

He's the first guy na nagustuhan at minahal ko ng buong puso, I accept his mistakes, I accept everything about him, and I feel so lucky to have him in my life....

"Baby, hey are you okay?"he ask, ngumiti naman ako at tumango

"Yeah... I'm okay, may iniisip lang ako"sabi ko tumango naman siya

"Mommy tso!!!!!"napatingin naman kami ni Tan sa pinto, Clae is knocking

"Our princess is here"sabi niya, ngumiti naman ako

"Go open the door"sabi ko, at kumalas na sa yakap niya, kaagad naman siyanv tumayo at pinagbuksan si Clae

"Daddy tso!"sabi ni Clae ng pagbuksan siya ng Daddy niya ng pinto tsaka kinarga silang dalawa ni Trek and then pumasok na dito

"Mommy!"sigaw ni Clae tsaka yumakap kaagad sa akin ng binaba sila ni Tan mula sa pagkakakarga

"Who are you with when you go upstairs?"tanong ko, itong si Clae and Trek kasi alam na umakyat at bumaba sa hagdan and yung kinakatakot ko baka mahulog sila...

"Me and Tyek onyi Mommy tso"sabi niya

"Baby, diba sinabi na ni Mommy na h'wag kayo aakyat kapag wala kayong kasama? What if you fell down stairs?"sabi ko nakatingin lang sila sa akin

"But Mommy tso mayunong naman kami ni Tyek umyat eh, diba Tyek? tapos hawak yang tayo"sabi niya at nilingon pa kambal niya, tumango naman si Trek

"Opo Mommy tso, di naman kami nahuyog kasi hawak kami eh"sabi pa ni Trek, napabuntong hininga nalang ako sa kanila

"Enzo, Aerin if mommy says don't go upstairs kapag wala kayong kasama paano kung mahulog kayo? gusto niyo bang ma hospital? Your head will bleed kapag na hulog kayo, Mommy is just worried"sabi ko, kaagad naman silang umiling tsaka yumakap sa akin at hinalikan ako sa pisngi

"Soyi mommy tso"sabi nilang dalawa, ngumiti naman ako at tumango

"Forgiven but next time don't do that again"sabi ko tumango naman sila

"Tyenk you Mommy tso!"sabi nila ngumiti naman, they are the sweetest

"Daddy tso..."tawag ni Clae kay Tan, kaagad naman siyang nilingon ng Daddy niya

"What is it princess?"tanong ni Tan, tsaka kinarga si Clae habang nasa akin naman si Trek

"Daddy tso soyi kasi makayat kami ni Tyek kanina soyi uyit daddy tso"sabi ni Clae, ngumiti naman si Tan at hinalikan ulo ni Clae

"It's okay baby, and I already forgive you two but next time we should not waste foods okay? kasi yung other kids walang makain and you and Trek is lucky kasi you can eat what you want everyday, so don't waste food next time okay? my princess and prince?"sabi ni Tan, tumango naman si Trek at Clae tapo yumakap sila sa daddy nila, kaya mas lumaki naman yung ngiti ko

"See? I told you, they will understand us"sabi ko ngumiti naman siya and he thank me

There are no perfect parent and there are no perfect children, pero kahit di tayo perfect pagdating sa bagay na yun, pwede naman natin magawan ng paraan ng hindi nagkakasakitan, being parent is not easy and being children is not easy too, maybe there are no perfect in this world but we can make plenty perfect of moments along they way...