Can't Get Out

Chapter 41

Ash POV

Weeks past paminsan nagtatalo kami ni Tan kasi paminsan na susungitan ko siya, paminsan naman kapag nanggigigil ako I bite him or I punch, pinch him or ect. Pero mabuti nalang he understand me, lagi siyang nagpapakumbaba at di niya pinapatulan pagiging masungit ko.

I'm here at Obygen with my twin sister and with the girls pero sa labas nalang sila naghintay kaya si Ashey lang kasama ko pumasok dito kanina, and gues what guys! Were having a twin baby!

"Ahm Dra. Can I have my copy now?"nakangiting tanong ko, tumango naman siya and then she gave me a copy kaya napangiti namab ako ng makita ko ulit picture ng baby ko

"Thank you Dra. mauna na kami"sabi ko tumango naman siya and then kami naman ni Ashey lumabas na sa hospital

"Oh my god twin! I'm super excited to see them!"sabi niya natawa nalang ako at ihinilig ko ulo ko sa balikat niya habang naglalakad kami

"Me too twin, I want to see who they look like"sabi ko habang nakangiti

"I'm sure they will look like you"sabi niya kaagad naman kaming nagtungo sa parking lot and then sumakay na kami sa audi q8 niya

"So whats the result?"bungad kaagad nila sa akin kaya natawa nalang ako

"Ahm..."

"Were having a twins!!"masayang sabi ko at pinakita sa kanila ang ultrasound ko

"Oh my god! For sure ma-iispoil na naman to sila!!"sabi nina Ate Gwen natawa nalang ako pati din si Ashey tsaka nagmaneho na

Balak kung surpresahin si Tan and I'll tell him about mynpregnancy I'm sure he'll be happy!

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Ng makarating kami dito sa company ni Tan kaagad naman kaming umakyat, I can't wait to see his reaction!

"Babes just wait, makakarating din tayo sa office niya"sabi ni Sheena

"I know but I just can help it I'm excited to see his reaction"sabi ko at napatingin ulit sa picture ng baby namin

"Nakakainggit! Sana ako din soon"sabi ni Ate Gwen ngumiti naman ako

"You will Ate Gwen sasabihan ko si Kuya Al that you want a Baby now"sabi ko natawa naman si Sheen

"Don't Ashy, tutuksuin na naman ako nun and kapag nanukso yun hindi na ako titigilan, alam mo naman yung baliw mong kuya Al"sabi niya, tumamgo nalang ako at natawa. ng makarating kami sa harap ng office niya kaagad naman namim yung binuksan

"I'm sure he will be surprise"sabi ni Sheena tumango naman ako at ngumiti tsaka pumasok na kami

Wow! just wow! What the hell is this?!

"Enjoying Tan?"tanong ko habang pinipigilan kung maiyak

"Fck!"sigaw niya at tinulak si Maris

"Get out bitch!"sigaw pa niya

"Kaya pala gusto kung dumalaw dito, araw araw niyo ba to ginagawa?"tanong ko at di na napigilang tumulo ang luha

"Baby, it's not what think please..."sabi niya at lumapit sa akin hahawakan niya sana ako but I slap him at lumabas na sa opisina niya at nagmadili na akong pumasok ng elevator, and good thing ako lang isa.

Am I not good enough? Bakit ganoon? Why he cheat?! hindi pa ba sapat na magkakaanak na kami?! Hindi pa ba ako sapat?!

Baby di muna tayo sasama kay Daddy ngayon okay? Mommy just need a space for now...

Nang makababa na ako ng elevator agad akong sumakay ng taxi, sa condo muna ako tutuloy for now ayaw ko na makaisturbo kina mommy baka mag-alala pa sila...

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"I'm fine twin"sabi ko kay Ashey kahit hindi naman, It really hurts so much...

"Don't lie to me twin, I know you are not okay... Eat now just for your baby"sabi niya umiling lang ako at nagtalukbong ng unan

"Twin please, this is not good for you you're  pregnant now... Look at you, your really stress now and it's not good for the Baby"sabi niya bumango naman ako at yumakap sa kanya habang umiiyak

"Shh... I know what you feel but for the Baby you need to be strong, baka  something will happen to you..."sabi niya tumango nalang ako at pinunasan na luha ko tsaka kumain na

I'm sorry baby if mommy is so selfish, di man lang kita inisip I'm really sorry...

"You need something? I'll stay here"sabi niya

"Nothing..."sabi ko at nagpatuloy nalang sa pagkain, Everytime I remember that scene it really hurt so much...

It's killing me so much, gusto ko mang tanggalin sa isip ko but how? kung pati sa pagtulog ko nakikita ko parin?

"Did Mom know about this?"tanong ko, umiling naman siya

"No I didn't tell her, I know yun din gusto mo so I didnt tell to anyone"sabi niya tumango naman ako at tinapos na ang pagkain at nilagay na sa side table ang plato

"Twin, I know I'm not in the position to tell this but hear him out? Maybe we just miss understand what we see yesterday"sabi niya, umiling naman ako

"No! I saw what I saw"sabi ko

"Okay, but if you're ready hear him out..."sabi niya bumuntong hininga nalang ako

"I wang to go to Ice cream shop"sabi ko, I'm craving...

"My treat, lets go to ice cream shop"sabi niya ngumiti naman ako at tumayo kaagad

"Is this for real? You really gonna treat me?"paninigurado ko, tumango naman siya kaya niyakap ko naman siya at hinalikan sa pisngi tsaka nagbihis na. Well we don't care kung maghuhubad ako sa harap niya she's my twin at walang malisya yun.

"Look twin"sabi ko at hinawakan ko ang tyan kung medyo malaki na

"I'm excited to see them"sabi niya

"Me too I'm excited, I hope it's a girl I really dream of my first baby would be a girl"sabi ko at nagbihis na ng maternity pants and tops tsaka kinuha ko na yung phone at wallet ko

"Let's go twin? Yes! I'm excited to eat ice cream!!"excited na sabi ko, tumawa lang siya at umakbay sa akin

"I miss this twin, going out with you... And I'm sorry too cause when the time you needed me the most I am not in your side"sabi niya ngumiti lang ako at yinakap siya

"Shh... let's just forget that okay? At least now your here beside me you took care of me, don't mind about that past cause it happen already let's just forget about that okay?"sabi ko tumango naman siya

Yeah nung mga bata pa kami di masyado kami magkasama kasi she live with lola and me I live with mom so somethimes lang kami magkita but the important now is we're together and she's always here at my side.