Hurt

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Jungkook's POV

I am pushing Kai out of the apartment right now. Everything is blocked off, all of my senses, all of my thoughts, the only thing on my mind and the movement in my body is to get Jimin as far away from Kai as possible, 

But that thing didn't happen, for I have hit Jimin in the face with my elbow. 

"JIMIN!" I heard Kai yell from the outside and I turn to see Jimin holding his face. "Oml JIMIN!" I yelled letting go of Kai and running to Jimin's side, but I get pushed by Kai. "You Bitch if you didn't try kicking me out I don't think Jimin would have gotten hurt!" Kai said blamming me for starting this. "Look, I'm so- I'm  sorry..." I said with tears building up because I hurt the one person I love with all my heart.

The next thing I know is that I run out of the apartment with my head down, and my heart being squeezed.

Jimin's POV

I am still in shock that Jungkook hurt me physically, but I'm more hurt that he just left just because Kai was telling him to.° I mean I understand that he did hit me and he felt guilty, but if you really feel bad stay by my side...If you love me then stay next to me...If I told you I love you more then...Would you stay with me?°

I get up with the help of Kai and he looks at my lips. "I'm glad he didn't hit your nose...It was just your mouth, you will be fine, just a busted lip..." Kai said examining my lip. He cleaned the blood off of my lip with a wet towel. "Better?" He asked and I shook my head and he smirked, he then kissed my lips which hurt like a bitch. "Is it better now?" He asked with a smug smirk still on and I roll my eyes "Kai I wanted ice, you stupid..." I said smacking him and he went to get me ice with his head held down. 

°Where is Jungkook? Is he fine? Did he feel that bad to leave the apartment? I hope he doesn't feel guilty-° "Here..." My thoughts were cut off by Kai handing me a bag of ice. "Thanks Kai...Where did Jungkook go?" I asked and Kai's face grew bitter. "Jimin! Why are you asking about him? For god's sake he hurt you!-"," NOT on purpose!" I yelled back. 

"Jimin, do you think he is a best friend to you? He ignored you for no reason, and you don't even seem fazed by it! How do you think I feel when I know you sleep in the same bed with him every night? Do you think I don't feel hurt that he gets to treat you more like a boyfriend than I get to? Do you think I don't feel hurt when I pass by strangers asking if I'm with you or Jungkook is the one dating you, even though we kiss and hold hands they still think you and Jungkook are together!" Kai said with a tear of anger and sadness slips out.

This hurt me I didn't know Kai felt like this...°I didn't know that my own boyfriend felt this way...All this time I was giving Jungkook attention for just the past 2 days people think me and Kai are over....I feel like I'm the bad guy....° I went to where Kai was sobbing and I kissed his cheek. "Nini...Why didn't you tell me?" I said brushing back his hair. °Yes this boi could be a little annoying and nosy, but that's his personality and I am neglecting him when it is my responsibility to make him happy° "Because Jimin, you put your lovers happiness before yours..." Kai said kissing my temple °Just the way Jungkook kisses me- Wait tf...°

"Kai...I'll make it up to you...Okay?" I said hugging him, but he didn't hug back so I looked up. "Kai?", "Jimin...I know you might not like this idea, but ....Do you think you can lose a little of time with Jungkook to spend that time with me?" Kai asked and I started to think...°If I do this me and Jungkook's relationship will weaken...but Jungkook shouldn't mind if he has a relationship of his own.. he would understand...right?°

"Kai, this is a big thing for you to ask me of-", "Yeah I totally understand it's fin-" I shushed him with my index finger. "But I'll do it for you, for this relationship...Jungkook should understand, I mean he has a girlfriend...and he should put all his prioritys on his relationship and so should I..." I said and Kai kissed my head. 

"Thank you for understanding Jimin..." 

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some one call suicide hotline because this story is killing me

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