This photo breaks my heart...he is such boyfriend material, but not for long
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Jimin's POV
"HAPPY 2 MONTH ANNIVERSARY"
Kai said handing me flowers and I accept them bring the flowers to the kitchen and putting it in a vase with water. "SO Jiminie! 2 Months?! Wow long huh? Anyway lets go!" Kai said dragging me out the door to school. "Kai, wait! I haven't ate yet! Plus we need to wait for Jungkook!" I said snatching my hand away. "Jimin,you don't need to eat! You have been gaining a few pounds, so just wait till lunch, and what is with you and Jungkook huh? Jungkook still hasn't befriended me again, so it's obvious he doesn't like our relationship, SO! We should just go! AND It's our special day today! SO SPEND TIME WITH ME!" Kai said grabbing my hand and dragging me out. I turn to see Jin sneaking his head out of the kitchen door to see the drama and saw Kai aggressively pulling me, but before he could come and scold Kai slammed the door.
°Yes, Kai is like this now...After making that agreement with him he has been using that excuse to make me feel bad, about how he was there for me, but now that we are in a relationship I'm not there for him...It's just this relationship isn't the one I imagined...The more days passed the worse he acts towards me, ever since Jungkook stopped talking to him, but me and Jungkook made up and he still hasn't gotten the friendship built up again, he doesn't want me around Jungkook....Actually I'm surprised Jungkook is still even comfortable with still being in the same apartment, and I feel more empty knowing I love him, but he doesn't like me...°
I watch Kai drive away from the apartment in a rush and I stay quiet. °No matter how much I love Jungkook, Kai has done so much for me and I can't forget that...This is the sake for mine and Jungkook's relationship...If I stay away for awhile, and stay with Kai maybe these feelings will go away? I just don't know...° "JIMIN! FOR CHRIST SAKE TALK!" He yelled at my face making me flinch and snap out of thinking. "y-yes?" I asked quietly and he scoffed.
"I've been talking to you for the past 3 minutes, and you weren't listening, Were you thinking about Jungkook again!? I swear that's the only person you think about lately! Why?! Do you like him? More than a best friend?!" Kai said stopping the car at a gas station and scolded me. I was scared that he said the truth, but I tried to defend my self at least. "EXCUSE YOU KAI! You have been nothing, but complaining that I haven't spent time with you the entire time we were in this relationship! Why do you think I won't be thinking about other people? Because I stopped being with other people just so I could be with you! DO you think I would put all my time in this relationship if I didn't care about you?! KAI YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME FEEL BAD ABOUT MYSELF ABOUT HOW I'M NOT A GOOD BOYFRIEND- " I was cut off when he yells back.
"It's because you aren't JIMIN!" He yelled and I was shocked. "JIMIN! You are not the person I liked before, You gained weight-"," WHERE?!" I asked and he pointed at my stomach and I lifted my shirt. "IT'S MY ABS YOU IDIOT! YOU TOLD ME TO WORK OUT MORE SO I WOULDN'T LOOK WEAK!" I yelled and he scoffed and made another excuse. "WELL! You also don't give me enough attention-", "WHEN!?" I cut him off and he back himself up. "Remember that time at school when you left me at lunch alone-"," AND WHY DID I?! TO GET YOU FOOD! I DIDN'T EAT LUNCH JUST SO I COULD RUN TO THE NEAREST RESTAURANT AND GET YOU FRIED CHICKEN!" I said out and slamming the door causing him to get out too.
"JIMIN!" He said chasing me grabbing my hand. "Jimin, look I'm sorry I guess this is how a relationship with love is like, you fight...c'mon Jimin... today is our anniversary..let's skip school and go on a date.." Kai said kissing my hand. °No, it's only you that has the love in the relationship...I'm sorry Kai...I don't think I can fake this anymore...° "Kai...I don't think this is how a relationship with love is like...You don't bring each other, or tell each other to stop being around others for attention, this is not a relationship I want to be in...For now Kai, I'll see you tomorrow..." I said walking my way back to the apartment. °I don't care how far the walk is..I'll just think about if I'm going to break up with him, or...push through with a realtionship I'm not happy with....
I want to be with Jungkook, but will he want to be with me?°
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soo they aren't broken up yet....is this going to fast?
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If It's True - JIKOOK{Completed}
Fanfiction"Jungkook are you serious?" "Yes..." "Well...If it's true...then.." (OLD WRITING)
