Hesitation

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3rd person's POV

"Jimin...I have to tell ya something"

Jimin looked up at Jungkook with a confused look. "hu?" Jimin asked and Jungkook looked down at the ground. He slowly walked towards the bed. "J-imin..." Jungkook said trying to collect himself. "Y-yeh?" Jimin said sitting on the edge of the bed where Jungkook was walking to. "Jimin...I feel like this is a good moment to tel you that...." Jungkook hesitated to tell Jimin the truth, but sadly decided to not tell him, and that he should say it at the right time.

"Yes Jungkook?" Jimin said twiddling with the end of his shirt. "Um..I wanted to say that I'm proud of you for actually going though with the break up...and I hope you will see your true love soon, so you can be happy..." Jungkook said hugging Jimin tightly and Jimin had his heart squeezed because he thinks that Jungkook doesn't feel the same.

"Jungkook...Have you found someone?" Jimin looked at Jungkook in the eye. Jungkook hesitated once again and nodded. "Yes, I'm just waiting for them to notice..." Jungkook said smiling at Jimin which hurt both of them more than it should have. "Wait they haven't noticed?" Jimin asked and Jungkook nodded. "Well I guess you like a really dumb girl then..." Jimin said with hope that Jungkook would say that it's a boy. Jungkook just nodded trying to not give away that he likes Jimin. "Actually they are pretty dumb..." Jungkook said making Jimin believe that Jungkook indeed likes a girl and not him.

"Oh, well they are one lucky son of a bitch..." Jimin said laying down disappointed not being noticed by Jungkook, because Jungkook was too busy snuggling Jimin rather than look at his face. "Hey Jungkook...What if someone else liked you...would you forget about that girl?" Jungkook shook his head 'No' and he looked up and the ceiling. "No matter what I will still love them.." Jungkook said still not saying the gender, and breaking Jimin's heart.

Jimin's POV

°Ha...I guess I have no chance at all...° I thought to myself as I close my eyes trying my best not to cry. I look down at Jungkook and I break, °I guess I have to be happy for him...I have to forget these stupid feelings...°  I tried my best to try and fall asleep and hugged Jungkook back for the last time I could hold him with the love I have for him.

2:48am

°Mah gad....WHY CAN'T YOU FUCKING SLEEP?!° I scolded myself and wiggled out of Jungkook's arms. I walk out of the room and head downstairs for something to drink. °Jungkook always said when he can't sleep at night instead of water he drinks warm milk...° I thought while examining the fridge. "Hmm..Maybe I should try his little trick..." I said as I grabbed the carton of milk and a mug from the sink. I poured the milk into the mug and opened the microwave and put it in for 2 minutes. 

"AH...No Jimin not the microwave!" I saw Jungkook in the doorway looking at the microwave. "Uh..Why not?" I asked and he pushed me to the microwave to get out the mug. "No, it's scary and takes out the nutrients out of anything warmed up, it's better if you heat it up on the stove.." Jungkook said grabbing a pot and pouring the milk into it. 

He then starts up the stove and boils the milk. "Oh...I didn't know that...Well thanks you could go to bed now..." I said shoving him out of the kitchen. "No, I can't sleep without being by your side.." Jungkook said making my heart stop. "U-h well...I'll be there in a minute, so just go before me..." I said pushing him once again, but he stops me. 

"No, I want milk too...." He said and I chuckled. "Fine go sit you big baby.." I said ruffling his hair and he became quiet and followed my instruction. I watch him yawn, knowing he is tried, but because I'm up he will be up too because after all... A 'little brother' always follows the older...°I guess I'm just the older brother...° I then looked at the pot and it is boiling so I take it off and pour it in two mugs. I grabbed both and headed towards where Jungkook is sitting.

I see him knocked out cold on the couch and I giggle. °Ha...I told him...° I went back to the kitchen to put down one mug and I walked back to the couch. I sit down on the opposite couch and drink my milk. I quietly drink and finish it quickly. I then support Jungkook up to bring him to the room. 

As I lay him down he is whispering something and I lean in. " I...Lov....you....dimi..." I feel my heart break when I hear 'dimi' I let go of him and quietly walk back downstairs sobbing. "Who ever this Dimi girl is, is lucky....I wish her well, and I hope that she treats him well..." I sobbed into a pillow slowly fading away into a dark, deep sleep...

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so jimin is dumb, because e thinks Jungkook likes a girl named Dimi

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