13| never enough

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everytime i go to bed
my nightmares
doubts
insecurities
they come along with me
and my pillow
it's held my tears
for hours into the dark
why have i always
never been enough
for everyone around me?
why have i always
never deserved
any of the love
that comes my way
when will i go to bed
one night
and never wake up
to see the next sunrise?
wouldn't everyone just be happier
if im gone?

~04/05/2019

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