Can You Keep A Secret?

Ch.10

Shawn's POV

I got in the car saddened that i have to bring Beyoncé back and then go back home to Katie.

I grabbed Beyonce's hand and she held tight, I know she was sad but she acted so strong.

I wish she would let me in so I could feel like I'm doing something for her, "Beyoncé, why are you so strong? why won't you let me in?" I asked.

She looked at me confused, "what do you mean?" she asked, "I know you are sad, you are acting so strong, I think I'm showing I'm more sad than you are." I said squeezing her hand, "I just want to know I can help you with your problems or your feelings, your walls are so high." I said with a frown on my face, "I'm sorry sir, it's just Wesley hurt me and I don't want that to happen again. And I don't really show my emotions until I'm alone." She said looking out the window, "ok. it's just I really care for you and I don't want you to be hurting in silence, I'm always here for you ok." I said patting her thigh. "Ok sir." she said grabbing my hand again.

We finally pulled up to her place and she sighed, "well I guess this is it, until next time Shawn." she said looking at me, "I'm going to miss you so much Bey." I said looking back to her. "I am too, but it's only a few hours until we see eachother again." she said. "Your right, kiss me Beyoncé." I said looking at her, my heart is in pain knowing that I can't spend another night with her.

She leaned forward and grabbed the sides of my face, she looked into my eyes and layed her lips on mine, we both closed our eyes and we sat there kissing, she brought her tongue in and I didn't deny, we made out for sometime until we both ran out of breathe, "i love you." I said opening my eyes again, "I love you too Shawn." she said kissing my lips one more time.

She turned her body and opened the door, she stopped and turned back. she kissed me one more time and smiled, "goodbye now Shawn." she said turning and stepping out,"good bye Beyoncé." I said smiling at her. She closed her door and I was off to see Katie.......

I got home in less than 5 minutes and Katie was sitting on the couch.

"Hey baby." she said smiling at me. "Hey." I said back with no emotion.

"where did you stay?" was the first question she asked, "I stayed at the hotel down the road." I said walking into the kitchen getting a bottled water, "oh.... did you have any company?" she asked, "Katie, if your trying to find out if I was sleeping with another woman then I didn't, ok" I said irritated with her question. "Ok Shawn, sorry. Come here." she said, I walked over to her and sat down.

She moved over and layed her head on my lap, "Shawn do you still love me?" She asked.

I thought really hard about this.... all the time we spent together, all those sleepless nights talking about everything and anything. She is everything I need in a girl, but Beyoncé just brings something out in me that makes me a better person, she makes me so happy and content.

"Nevermind don't answer that.... just know I love you." She said looking at me, "Shawn, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry for cheating on you twice.... I know you can never forget those but I pray you can forgive me." She said looking up at me.

"Kate you said that last time....." I said huffing out. "I know, the second time is a mistake, please forgive me. I love you so much and I don't want to be without you." she said, "remember all those days we spent up allllll night talking, you just holding me and we just talked about nothing and everything? remember those nights Shawn?" she said sitting up and moving into my lap.

"Yes I do." I said answering back, "let's remember those nights and keep it like that, I will be faithful and loyal to you for as long as we are together ok." she said looking into my eyes, "okay katie." I said, I believe her and I will trust her, Beyoncé will understand right?