Can You Keep A Secret?

Ch.38

Beyonce's POV
My eyes widened and my jaw dropped again. The bedroom.... is absolutely flawless. (Pic attached please excuse the bitch laying in that bed she's irrelevant af) the view oh my god. The bedroom oh my god.
"Oh my god." I said looking around.
"I don't ever want to leave." I said walking over to the windows.
He chuckled and came up behind me wrapping his arms around my waist and resting his head on my shoulder.
"Shawn this is so beautiful. Like no words explain." I said resting my hand on his face.
"This can't compare to you baby." He said kissing my cheek.
"So do you want to go in the living room and watch the fireworks or go to the street?" he asked.
"Hmmmmm. Let's stay here baby. It's beautiful and we are literally right next to the ball so we have a perfect view of everything." I said kissing him.
"Good I was hoping you would say that." He said grabbing me and leading me back out into the living room.
Jack and Shay were sitting on the giant couch and they smiled at us.
"Did you guys find your rooms? sorry for not showing you around." Shawn said walking to the kitchen.
"Yes sir we did. It's ok we understand. Mr. Carter let me tell you how beautiful this is. The view is priceless." Jack said looking out the windows down at the mobs of people below waiting for midnight. It was around 9 and we were all sitting down.
"Can everyone get their asses up and come here please?" I heard Shawn say from the kitchen. We all got up with a chuckle and walked into the kitchen.
"Ok so I had this obviously pre planned and since we are here in the safety of the penthouse we are all free to drink as we please, for there is no limit tonight." He said and as he said that he opened two cabinet doors exposing at least 20 different bottles of top name liquors.
"So drink as you please." He said smiling at us.
Our eyes went wide and I swallowed because I know I was getting shit faced tonight and so was everyone else.

"Bless your soul Shawn Carter." Shay said walking forward to grab the vodka.
Shawn chuckled and moved out ofer way, "jack?" he said motioning towards the cabinet.
Jack shook his head snapping himself from the trance he was in. he went forward grabbing the fireball and a shot glass.
"Beyoncé?" he said smiling at me.
"OOOH Mr. Carter you baddddd. Do you mind me getting shit faced tonight?" I asked putting my hands in his front pockets looking up at him.
"I don't mind because I'll be right there next to you." He said kissing my lips.

I walked over to the cabinet and grabbed another bottle of vodka and some redbull. I poured half of the redbull into a cup and then filling the rest with vodka.... the vodka redbull ration is like 5:1...... Ha. I made Shawn one and handed it to him.

He thanked me and drank from it making a face, "god damn did you even put any redbull in here?" he said pulling the drink from his face.
I chuckled and drank from mine, "vodka is my dirty pleasure Shawn." I said pouring more vodka into my drink.
"Mhm. I learned." He said kissing my cheek grabbing my hand and walking me to the living room.
Shay was already halfway done with her bottle plus the D'usse she had in the limo. Oh lawd, shit is gonna go down.
"Bey I'm drunk." She said grabbing Shawn's hand, he looked at me awkwardly. I chuckled and walked to shay, "Shay that's Shawn. Get your hand off my man." I said slapping her ass.

"Sorry Bey. Sorry Shawn." She said letting go of his hand, I chuckled and and Shawn sat across Shay and I while Shay rested her head in my lap.

"You have soft thighs Bey." She said hitting her head on my thigh multiple times. Shay is a show when she is drunk.
I chuckled and Shawn laughed chugging his drink, "I gotta catch up to her. I'm not even close to her level." He said getting up to get the vodka and coming back.

I laughed and so did Shay, wait! where is Jack.
"Shay where is Jack?" I asked her looking down at her.
"I have no clue bud. He's somewhere obviously." She said chuckling. Oh god. I shook my head and lifted her head walking to Jacks room.
I knocked and he told me to come in.
"Hey Jack." I said walking in standing next to him.
"Hey Bey." He said smiling at me.
"What's up? how come you arnt out there with us?" I asked him resting my hand on his back.
"I don't know." He said drinking his fireball.
"Well something is up so what is it?" I asked turning him towards me.
"I miss you Bey." he said looking at me.
I looked at him confused, "jack I'm right next door?" I said.
"I know but I miss being able to see you around all the time. Being able to see your smile all the time lighting up my day." He said with his sad puppy eyes he's famous for.

My heart broke a bit and I had tears in my eyes, "I'm sorry jack. I didn't know that's how you felt. I'm sorry." I said pulling him in for a hug.
"It's ok Bey. I know you are in love with Mr.Carter and I'm not stopping you. I just really miss you." He said smiling at me.
"Thank you for understanding. now let's go out there and enjoy the night ok?" I said grabbing his hand.
He smiled and grabbed mine, "lets." He said standing up helping me up and we went back into the living room.