Can You Keep A Secret?

Ch.16

Beyonce's POV

My final three classes flew by like always and I was walking to Mr.Carter's class, I knocked on the door, I didn't hear an answer so I walked in.

I saw Mrs. Carter kissing Mr.Carter, I stood there and watched, "I'm just going to leave." I said, Mr.Carter pulled away and looked at me, "Beyoncé! wait!" he said I turned around, "sorry sir." I said walking out of the door. I ran as fast as I could to my apartment, I unlocked the door and slammed it shut.

I should've known, why did I let him into my home, let him sleep in my bed, give him a key to my place. I thought they got a divorce! She wasn't even wearing a ring.

It's so hard! I layed on my bed curled in a ball, these tears tell their own story. I cried hard letting all my tears fall, "Beyoncé!" I heard Shawn yell for me, I locked the door, and layed back on my bed.

"Beyoncé, please. it's not what it looked like." He said through the house. He came and knocked on my door, "please Beyoncé, I'm sorry please let me in, let me explain." he said with his head on the door, "Can I lay by your side, next to you, And make sure you're alright? I'll take care of you." he said through the door, "no Shawn, you hurt me." I said sitting up on my bed looking at the door, I heard him slide down the wall, "Beyoncé, I'm sorry." He said one final time, i sat there looking at the door.

1 hour later I got up, 1 because I had to pee and 2 I don't know were Shawn went. i opened the door and saw Shawn laying there next to the door asleep. I smiled to myself, he's so cute curled up in a ball like a little baby. But then again i kind of wanna punch him in his face.

I went to grab my phone and took a picture of him. I then bent down, "Shawn, Shawn...." I said shaking him, "Beyoncé?" he said turning towards me, "yeah." I said stepping over him, "I'm sorry Beyoncé." he said standing up cracking his back. aww poor baby, "Shawn go lay down in my bed." I said walking into the bathroom, he obeyed and when I got back he was laying down. "Why did you fall asleep on the floor?" I asked him walking back into my room, "well I wanted to talk to you but you locked the door so I was going to wait for you to answer but I fell asleep." he said looking at me. "Ok well, talk. Tell me why you were kissing your supposedly ex wife Shawn?" I said putting my hands on my waist, "wait no, why am I trippin over this? we arnt together, your just staying here. Why are you staying here?" I said almost yelling at him, "Beyoncé! let me fucking explain!" he said raising his voice.

I shut up and raised my eyebrows showing him to continue, "thank you. ok so first off, she is my ex wife ok. second off I am staying here because you let me, and I want to stay with you. last I was not kissing her, she was kissing me, she came into my class while I was waiting for you, she forced herself onto me ok Beyoncé. I do not in any way want her back." he said, explaining himself, "ok fine. That's fine. I shouldn't even be mad. I'm sorry for storming out and causing a scene. Let me massage your back Shawn." I said as I watched him wince in pain from sleeping on the floor.

I walked over to the bed, he layed on his chest and I sat on his butt laying my hands on his back, I massaged my hands in circles around his back hearing it crack in all the spots, "what an old man." I said laughing a bit, "oh I'm old now am I?" he said laughing a bit, "yeah, just a bit." I said still massaging his back, "I can still hit it though." he said smirking a bit, "yeah shut your trap." I said massaging his neck, "thought so." he said turning his head. I smiled at him and shook my head, "I think I'm good now Bey thank you." he said turning around now under me.

I was looking down at him and he smiled at me, "thank you." he said, "no problem, I'm sorry for putting you through that. I don't have a right to be mad. Your not my boyfriend, we are just more than a teacher student relationship, obviously." I said pointing at the position we were sitting in.