Can You Keep A Secret?

Ch. 12

Beyonce's POV

i woke up in the morning to my alarm, i groaned and turned it off, i sat up and wiped my eyes. i got up and walked into the bathroom going through the daily routine, i took a shower, brushed my teeth while waiting for the water to heat up, then showered, went into my room, did my hair, i decided on curling it.

I chose a pair of high waisted black leather shorts, a black "billionaire Girls Club" hoodie, and a pair of black boots. make Mr. Carter want what he can't have.

I put my makeup on and grabbed my computer along with my bag and left. i wasnt in the mood for breakfast.

the classes before Mr. Carter went by very fast and i was on my way to his class, i made sure i was close to the last person in there.

one so i could sit in the back, and two so i wouldnt have to see his face alone. i speed walked through the front of the class and took a seat in the back of the class.

The bell rang and Mr. Carter walked to the front of the classroom, "hello class, hope everyone had a great weekend, i know i did. and i also hope everyone did their essay?" he said, looking for me.

He was really confused on where i was, he finally caught my eyes, "Miss.Knowles, you should be sitting up front, dont you remember?" he said eyeing me in a very sexual manner that i could only tell about, "sorry i came late and there was no seats up front, go on im listening." i said looking at him through my glasses, "Let me see you after class please." he said pursing his lips and walking around his desk standing there, "what i am going to do is go around the class and everyone will read one paragraph out of their essay. any questions?" he asked putting his hands on the table infront of him. everyone shook their head, "ok, we will start from here and end there." he said pointing at a guy named Daniel and the ending at me, of coarse im last.

everyone went through their essay, they were all about how love is great and is something that everyone shares within eachother, all pretty much the same. "alright! Beyonce onto yours, last and final of the day." he said raising an eyebrow at me, i grabbed my paper off the table and looked at him, he looked confused because i did my paper on him, you know the sex. yeah.

I proceeded to read my paragraph, "Love is many things, love can be that feeling you feel when you hug your mom after being away from her in 2 months, love can be the smile that is put on your face seeing old photos of your family dog, love isnt just emotional but also physical signs of what love is. Love hurts, love kills, love hurts so bad sometimes, that you feel so empty inside that anyone can see through you. Forbidden love is the worst..." i said that then looked up at Mr. Carter who had hurt written all over his face. "Forbidden love is being with someone you know you cant have, someone that you know is going to hurt you in the end, someone you will lose. Love can blind you, it can manipulate you into thinking that he really loves you, that he is invested into you and your soul, but in reality, he is just going to use you then break your heart. Although making love may be amazing, mind blowing, mesmerizing, the emotions that come along with it can break your heart." I finished my paragraph and looked up, I looked at Mr. Carter and his eyebrows were knit together, "thank you Miss. Knowles, but I'm sure you have someone in your life now? that makes you happy yes?" he asked, I know this nigga was talking about himself, "I did, until I found out somethings about him that hurt me, really bad. you know when you fall so hard in love with someone and they arnt there to catch you and you could possibly die from the fall. that's how it was." I said sitting back down.

"ok class please bring all the papers up here and hand them to me." we all got up and handed him papers, he touched my hand and I did feel a buzz run through us, he looked at me and as did I he tried really hard to hold my gaze but I turned around and went back to my seat making sure my ass was moving more than ever, strut it!