Can You Keep A Secret?

Ch.50

Beyonce's POV
I got in my car not completely sure how I felt.... heart broken? mabe? Sad? Mad? All of those mashed together in one emotion is exactly how I felt.
I love Shawn he is my everything and if he is going to doubt this relationship I don't know what else to do....
Drop out? And do what?
I could go to another school but that costs money, I'm going to Syracuse on scholarship I can't afford a normal college, Mabe I'll just find a job.
At home I just changed out of my clothes and into a pair of swears and a t shirt. I sat down and thought.
I let the tears fall down my face while I was sitting down, I didn't bother to wipe them because it wouldn't do do much good.
Shawn's POV
Beyoncé just walked out of my class and everyone was left looking at me, "she wasn't feeling well. No worries." I said looking at the rings in my hand....
I didn't want to end the relationship, I love her.... Just hiding this relationship is so hard and it's taken a toll on me.
We fight a lot, often. We haven't had sex in a week and I know a relationship shouldn't be just sec but it's a very important area in a relationship.... Especially ours.
We also barely have enough time to spend together, we barely see eachother other than school and it's just so hard to maintain a good relationship.
I should just quit my job and then we can have an open relationship, not this hiding shit. I have more than enough money so there is no point in being a teacher.
That's what I'll do.... I love Beyoncé more than anything and I'm not going to lose her because of my stupid job.
The school day was over so I got in my car and drove home.
I pulled into the driveway of our beautiful house and got out closing the gate behind me.
I got out and walked to the front door walking in since it was already unlocked, "Beyoncé?!" I yelled through the house.
I didn't get an answer so I walked to the bedroom and looked for her there, she wasn't there so I went into the game room to see if she was there, still no Bey.
The trampoline....
I went into the backyard and looked at the trampoline and I was right, she was laying on top of it looking up.
I walked to the trampoline and looked at her, "Beyoncé?" I said leaning on the trampoline.
"Yes?" She asked still looking at the sky.
"I'm quitting my job, I want to be with you, I need to be with you, you are my soulmate and I will not loose you to a stupid job. I get more than enough money from all that I own and I can find a different job. Beyoncé I love you and I don't want to break up, I want to get married, have children, grow old together. Please come back to me." I said getting on top of the trampoline with her.
She turned and looked at me, "your quitting your job?" She asked.
"Yes Beyoncé." I said.
"Shawn, I understand. I love you more than anything in this world. You are my soulmate. I understand you not having sex everyday is a problem. But like I said, I try to make you happy every day of my life. It's my goal everyday to make you happy. And when I can't make you happy I feel like I've failed...." she said looking down at her hand.
"Beyoncé you do make me happy. You make me more happy than anything in my life. Just by being in my presence puts a smile on my face, I love you more than anything. I'm sorry that I acted like sex is what is most important in our relationship because it's not. Communication is Bey and we have no time for that. we are always so busy and I'm sorry, please take me back Bey." I said grabbing her hands.

She smiled, "of coarse Shawn." She said smiling and kissing me.

I got the rings from my pocket and put them back on.