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I tried changing myself
Even though it was hurting a lot it somehow felt a bit better.
But I don't know how long I can do this before the pain is too much and I have to go back to the old me.
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Was ist überhaupt der Sinn, dass wir leben,
Wieso sollen wir leben?
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I feel so useless



Constantly torn between "I can't ask for help because then I'm annoying and everyone will be mad" and "I must ask for help at every possible stage because I might do it wrong and then everyone will be mad".




Friends: what do you want to do?

My brain: die

Me @ my brain: we can't say that, these people don't understand casual existential despair

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