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You'd think
That when we took a blade
to our skin
We'd be in a panic
Crying
Hyperventilating
Sobbing uncontrollably

But really
When we feel our skin
Split in two
Is when we feel
The most calm





I'm sorry I'm such a difficult child






And sometimes it hits me out of nowhere, all of a sudden, this overwhelming sadness rushes over me.
And I get discouraged and I get upset and I feel hopeless, sad, and hurt.
And once again I feel numb to the world.






It started as just curiosity,
That habit,
Now it's a full blown addiction.






Do you know that moment,
when people mention self harm or suicide and your heart just stops?

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