A Thousand Years Apart From You

Fighting With Myself

Jay POV

I felt myself holding my body down as Nya ran out. My mind was becoming more corrupt by the second, and I could feel the searing pain burning from my heart as it made its way towards my head. Every second felt like hell.

It was when the pain became to much to stand that I could feel myself losing this battle. It wasn't long before I felt my body become someone else's. Like I was a robot under control of a remote. 

"AHHH!!" I felt myself screaming with the pain.

No one came to my aid.

It was at this moment that I knew that this was my Mother's doing. That she was the one who caused the pains that were searing in my body. Like she some deadly sickness that couldn't be cured.

My thoughts were slowly drained. The memories that I gained were no longer my own, and the memories that I once had were locked away in the darkest parts of my mind.

I felt my skin turn grey as my eyes turned a murky grey blue. My mind was filled with dark thoughts and I gained a new found strength that I wouldn't believe.

The last thought that I had was of Nya. The last memory that I had gained was of her.

"If I am going to fight for our future, then I have to make my own decisions." Nya said.

I leaned in for a kiss. She moved closer to my body as she grabbed my torso and leaned towards me. Then, she threw me into the portal. 

"NYA!!!" I screamed as I started falling.

"Come save me, Jay Walker." She whispered as Nadakhan took her and left me falling through a dark abyss.

"Come save me, Nya Smith." I whispered as I fell to the ground in pain.

I arose from the ground as an evil smirk appeared on my pale grey skin. I was no longer Jay Walker.

I was the shell of what Jay Walker was formed of. The shell of what Jay Walker was supposed to be.