I hurt her and everyone saw me do it this time. My own brother even saw me turn to the side my father created in me. I would be perfectly fine if I never even met him. My father created a side of me that take controls my body. That side of me is pure evil and someday it is going to take control of me. I need to learn to control that side of me or I might actually kill her one of these days. I almost broke her arms today but instead, I completely bruised her arms. Her brother and his friends won't even let me get close to her. I think it is because they all know that I could kill her at a moments notice. "Grygh Elliot Colton," Colton yelled, "you almost fucking killed her."
"I didn't mean to," I whispered, "I wasn't even in control."
"For fuck sake, you weren't in control," he yelled at me, "you had control over your body. It was your mind had control."
"You don't understand it's complete and another side of me," I whispered, "it was completely evil. It was my worst half that will take control of me one day."
"You grabbed her before you went dark," Colton muttered, "she's like my little sister."
"I won't hurt her again," I replied, "I swear I won't."
"I know because you'll never see her again," Colton informed, "and if you do I will personally kill you."
My own brother just threatened to kill me, I thought to myself, he will kill me to protect his best friends, little sister. "You chose her over me?" I questioned.
"Yes," he whispered, "she's always been there and you know it. I can't control how you are but she is like my little sister, I don't want to see her hurt."
"Whatever happened to bro before hoes."
"She is like a little sister you, bastard."
He walks away from after saying that. I think I messed up this time. I don't know if he'll ever forgive me. Shit, I'm screwed. My way of being able to go to Earth without getting in trouble with DHA was Colton. Without a doubt I know he'll tell the Conrad Sergeant about what happened. He always tells Sergeant about my mess ups and when we get in fights. I fucked up big time and I don't know how to fix it. I almost killed the girl I'm in love with. I let my anger take control of me again. There's a reason I don't try to fall in love.
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How My Life Was Saved-Completed
RomanceYou are warned that there is strong language and sexual context is used. Alessa Nealan had a normal life but in the middle of Junior Year of High School a boy shows up that will change her life forever. Alessa finds out many things about herself. Sh...