How My Life Was Saved-Completed

Chapter Nineteen

It's been three weeks since I last saw Grygh. My parents haven't left and I don't get the ringing in my head that often. I finally figured out why Grygh was how he was and I accepted it. "Les, how's everything going?" Beckett asks as I enter the kitchen. Recently he started calling me by my nickname again. "Les, how's you doing?"

"Fine," I whisper quietly. The same response I've given the last few weeks. "Everthing is peachy."

I feel the anger from when Grygh was last here. Anger coming out of no where. I scream out in frustration. I slam the fridge door shut and walked out the door heading to school. "Alessa, it's going to be okay," Beckett insures. I turn around and glare at him. "Everything is going to be fine."

I turn around and start running to school. I wish Spring break would just come already. I wouldn't have to put up with the act of everything be the same. Putting that act up is killing me. Especially since my parents just won't leave. Sure I've wished for them to come home to us, but now that they have it's weird. "ALESSA," Alison yells running up to me.

"Yes," I answer quietly.

"Well do you want to come to Jason's party with me?" she asks.

"I'll think about," I whisper.

"Sorry, but I already told the whole school," she replies sheepishly, "Plus your brother and Colton both to agreed to let you go. So guess what your going."

"Alison," I whisper darkly feeling anger start boiling over, "why the fuck did you tell the whole fucking school I was going to a party?"

"Alessa, are you okay?" she questions as fear fills her eyes.

I close my hand in a fist trying hard not to freak out and punch her. "Yeah I'm fucking fine," I yell, "I've been through hell for almost to fucking months, Alison. I lost my fucking job and the boy I love packed up and left me. My parents decided to show up and fucking stay. My life is falling apart and I don't know what to do. Not to mention I almost fucking died. Alison, I'm a hundred percent o-fucking-k. Also tell people I'm fucking sick."

I turn around and walk away leaving Alison and everyone 5 feet away from us speechless. "Alessa Jane Nealen," Colton yells running after me. He grabs my arm and turns me around. "Stop fucking feeling sorry for yourself and get your life together. You finally have your parents back and your an angry fucking bitch."

"Oh, like you can say much," I growl letting my anger take control, "you fucking haven't talked to your mom all your life. You sit there fucking complaining about missing her, but every fucking time she contacts you, you ignore her. You can't be fucking yelling at me and telling me to get my fucking life together, because you don't give a fucking damn about yours."

I shove him back and travel. I don't need to deal with this bullshit anymore. I will get something down for fucking once. I feel people's eyes staring at me and notice that I'm in the DC's training area. "Oh fucking great," I yell, "Can't I just go somewhere were I'm not fucking surrounded by people."

"Alessa," someone says.

I turn around and see Derik or Dylan, whatever his fucking name is staring at me. "What do you fucking want Derik or Dylan," I growl glaring at him.

"Who told you?" he whispers.

"Well let me fucking think about that," I yell, "wait maybe Mr. Colton your fucking boss, asshole."

"God fucking dammit," Derik answers. "He meant nothing to me. I actually loved you it wasn't fake. I love you still. Alessa, please believe me."

"NO!!" I scream, "I won't fucking believe you. I dumped your ass, because I was down with your bullshit."

"Alessa," I hear Grygh whispers calmly. I turn around and see Grygh staring at me. "Calm down please."

"Why should I fucking calm the fuck down?" I scream throwing the closest thing to me, which was a 35 lbs. weight.

"Because this isn't you," he replies softly, biting his bottom lip, "None of this is you."

"Who fucking am I then, Grygh, huh?" I yell even louder. "Because last I knew I was a fucking normal teenage girl that parents left her with her older brother. Her older brother's best friend was protective of her."

"Alessa, think of who you were after that happened?" Grygh whispers walking this way, "Think of how happy you were. Think of who you were."

The ringing starts in my head loud, like it was when Grygh's father was near me, and blood starts to flow out of my nose. I scream and fall to the ground. I feel pain spread through my body. Tears start stinting my eyes. "It hurts," I cry.

Grygh runs forward and holds me causing the pain disappear and the ringing stops. "It's going to be okay, it's going to be okay," Grygh whispers into my ear, "Everything is going to be okay."

"Well, well, well, look who I finally found," a dark voice I know all to well laughs, "looks like I will be seeing again and inflicting pain on her."

"Father, leave," Grygh growls pulling me closer to his chest.

"Why it's not like it will change anything," Mr. Colton whispers darkly, "I've already had her cursed with the same curse you and I have."

"You didn't," Grygh yells. I could feel his anger start to build up. "Why in the fucking world would you fucking put that bullshit of a curse on her?"

"Because you wouldn't let me near her to hurt her so I had to make so she would hurt herself."

I feel my anger build and then boil over. I shove Grygh away and storm towards his father. The ringing in my head intensifies but I let it. I let my anger take control. I block out everything. I don't listen to anything or anyone around me I just push through it all and focus on the ringing. The ringing that is annoying as hell. The ringing that could kill me. I feel myself traveling slowly but quickly speed up.

The doors of the elevator swing open and Conrad Sergeant run in. When he eyes land on me he instantly stops. "She's doing it," he whisper, "wait someone stop her."

I push myself closer to Mr. Colton and let go of every emotion and let anger have full control. When I reach Mr. Colton I grab on to him and whisper darkly, "You helped me. Without you this wouldn't be happening. You have done this and you will see the other side. The one place you are hiding from."

I feel the air shift and someone grab onto the back of my arm. The traveling takes place and everything around me turns black. All I hear is the old telephone ringing and someone whispering, "She has returned.""