Who is "him"♾

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DUDE what the hell?" She yelled at me listening to my PATHETIC ass story.

"KAREN i had to do it, it would have happened someday anyway". No matter how much i loved my bestfriend, but it wasn't the right time for me to know HOW WRONG I WAS¿.

" I know you must be thinking How much of a slut i am to literally give up on someone like Adrian & Fall for his bestfriend instead, but karen you gotta know its not my fault either, Adrian has always been like a friend to me , the reason i started dating him was solely because i didnt want to hurt his feelings .He was always into being good for others , thinking about others&  he practically forgot i existed, when I needed attention he wasn't there for me,  TELL ME being his girlfriend didn't I deserve to be taken on dates? Didn't I deserve SO MUCH MORE? I was never really important to him, i WAS JUST A 'STUPID GIRLFRIEND' TAG THATS ALL & dats when KEN came into picture, he gave me all the attention that I needed he made me laugh through his impractical jokes, the way he looked at me when i used to complain about Adrian, the way his rude obnoxious behaviour pissed me off, & LET ME ADD TO THE FACT HOW BEAUTIFUL he is! "
I let these words flow out of my mouth before my mind got control on it . I could literally imagine karen gasping at my words , she took 2 mins to blend in what i just said ,
But was calm.
"Dear lord Ruth , u know he is a player right? , he practically breaks more hearts THAN THE STARS IN THE SKY!!! THIS IS KEN HEMSWORTH YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT!!!" &
do you even know if he feels the same about you or not? Do you think leaving someone like Adrian is worth taking this huge risk? " she yelled & hell yeah her words did take a reality check on me!

Is it worth it i asked myself , what if he doesn't? But right now i knew I needed to defend myself. I softly replied " karen I dont know if he feels the same or not, nor i care any less, all I know is I felt something ,something different, something that i have never felt before, something tells me we are meant to be,!"I could hear her cringe again " princess you do know that he is dating maddie right?" She says sarcastically. Ahh reality check again vuush "i know , & i dont plan at telling him my feelings anyway," saying these words i end our 2 hr long call,
I laid on the bed for a while thinking to myself with my phone pressed against my chest .... " maybe its time to use the phrase ' running away from your problems' " in the moment nothing else felt right. " we gotta go" I whispered to myself and got up jerkly barging out of my room

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