NEVER MINE

Flight 20186 ~ home

"ARE YOU sure about this sweetie?" My mother asks me for the 75th time .
"Yes mom i have already made up my mind" I answer. " Ruth think about it again , Going to all the way to London just for completing 2 years of high school isnt easy, it will take time for  you to even catch up and  settle"
Full of concern.
I know my mom cared about me but I didn't want her to know what bothered me here , i dont want her to interfere into my personal space either.
"mom its no big deal , Dad is in london we have a home there , plus i have some acquaintances there so don't worry it won't be as bad as you think , I swear. " but.." i cut her off again not wanting to listen to anymore reasons
"i know mom you might be wondering why would I suddenly want go to London when i have everything here but thats not the point , London seriously has some good schools which will make a good resume for my college here!! I want to expand my knowledge boundaries try & understand also dad wouldn't mind me there either , i spit these words out quickly,
" OHKAY go! "
She said in a low tone .
What are you serious ? no argument? I was overjoyed by her response!

"Now go book your tickets before i change ny mind !!!" She nags .
shit okay i laugh at my own words .
" I ll be leaving in a week mom"
"I know" she replies.

1 week later :

I haven't spoken to anyone since a week , I practically had my phone S/W 'most of the time, it had around 2 missed calls from Ken . KEN KEN KEN omg no i wont answer , if I answer this i will practically throw my ticket away & go back home again, no not ken , expect from him i had a few messages from Adrian asking me to meet him to sort out our last meet , which i didn't really care about anymore. Also i had about 1000000 missed calls from karen , I know she will be super pissed when she comes to know about my plan to run away & hide but there was no going back now , i was already at the airport waiting for my flight to get announced.

Flight 20186 London, HEATHROW"passengers are expected to arrive "
I stumbled with my heavy suitcase , glancing one last time at my phone for the last time, & it was HIM calling again now , I quickly S\O (switched off) my phone and walked towards the boarding gate . there was no going back now.

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I slept throughout my flight as i was super tired, we landed in Heathrow at around 5 in the morning, the sun had just started rising and its beam spread all over the town little by little . I stood near the arrival gate waiting for my dad to show up it didn't take him long to come . " RUTHH MY YOUNG GIRL!!" He yelled in excitement coming my way , he was sprinting with his arms open and took me in a hug . " AWH daddd stop everyones watching!" I squeaked through the hug .
" OH its been yearssss you are growing like a weed" he exclaimed
" stop it dad you saw me last Christmas!" I told him
"Oh whatever lets go" he said pointing towards the car
" yesss please i am in much need of a good shower"i whined.
He took my luggage and put in the back of the car . Our way home was very chatty he asked me about mom and how she was doing and why did have sudden change in plans.
" oh i think thats a good decision colleges here do have great advantages" he said after i was done stating my reasons for shifting here .
" yes indeed . Also i missed spending time with you so...." i said and my cheeks flushed.
I had always loved my dad and missed him but i never really openly accepted it .
" My big girls gettin all emotional now , lets grab some burgers for breakfast on our way . Sounds good?"
" yes sirrr"