NEVER MINE

Goodtalk, bye

These two years have been epic ! I made two great friends arch and kim but now was the time to leave them, it was time to go back to the place i ran away from.
I was packing my suitcase when dad came in , " Ruth dear dont go yet" he whines
" ohh god dad stop already this is like the 100th time you have said it" i reply rolling my eyes. I didn't felt like going back either . These two years were really good here i never dated arch but he still quite has a thing for me , i can tell by the way he acts i never entertain him so he has learnt to keep it to himself, well thats good in a way. Kim was a greattttt friend i didnt like her as much in the start but she turned out to be super great and we became very good friends real quick.
Now that i was going back i had started thinking about Ken, how would he react i push off these thoughts and finish packing .
" dad i gotta change can you go out please" i tell my dad
" yeah sure be quick, and wear something decent i dont want boys turning there heads when they see you" he says and smirks
" DADD!" I whine
" okay okay" he says and makes his way out smiling before he leaves
I change into my black Joggers and white top paired with my black nikes I change quickly and walk downstairs, struggling to carry my suitcase i call out my dad . " yes ruth!" He shouts from the other room , " can you help me with my suitcase please?" I ask , yellin back to him . He quickly shows up and helps me out with my stuff.
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" so your leaving am gonna cry munchkin" my dad says dramatically.
" oh god dad not here , lets see eachother in Christmas okay?" I tell him.
" obviously!" He exclaims
" it was super nice here dad i had a good time and you took good care of me i cant thank you enough" i say .
" Ruth your my daughter you dont have to thank me now go or you will miss that flight , and will be stuck here with me forever" he teases .
" daddd omg" i whine
" Bye i will miss you see you soon" i say and walk indoors.
" bye chipmunk !" He says out loud.
I hide my face and wave at him and he smirks.
I wasn't prepared for this , these two years went by way too quickly. I was overwhelmed, and feared what i would had to face back in Washington.
I reach the checkin counter and deposit my belongings, i had  one hour 45 mins to kill so i went to the duty free store and shopped for my mom and karen, I then got coffee and sat in the waiting area , i played on my phone for a while and soon got distracted... " does he still have feelings for me ? Would he be happy to see me back , how would he react .. i hope he doesn't hate me" my chain of thoughts is broken by the loud announcement. FLIGHT 7721 , the boarding line has started. I get up and walk towards the boarding line and board my flight . There is a funny feeling in my stomach and i dont want to deal with anymore emotions so I sleep as soon as the flight took off.