NEVER MINE

CONFESSIONS - 1

" are you fucking kidding me?"  Karen gasped as she practically listened the whole story for the 2000th time , still not believing it to be true!

"Yes for gods sake karen , thats what happened, i never lie to you , you know that"
"Okay okay, its just that it's unbelievable for ken to react that way¿, one time he tells you he hates you & the other time he calls you "his girl" you really need to talk to him ruth"!!

" I know, lets just leave it for nextime?"
As i turn around to leave for my Drama practice which I participated in god knows why,

Karen suddenly calls me out again

"Ruth waitt!"
"Yea ?" I ask
"There is a party at jenna's again today & i think you should come with mason!"
"No babe not today, i got drama practice the whole day!"

"Cmon Ruth don't be a spoilsport, it's Friday night ! & you can probably change AFTER your drama whatever & come , mason will pick you!"

" karen , ken would be there too, i dont want another feud! I don't think today is a good idea!"

" Ruth stop, like literally stop giving a shit about that guy who would probably be fucking maddie in some place right now!"

"Karen you know i l..." i was about to say something when karen looked behind me , ignoring everything i was about to say "oh god karen listen to me" i yell and push past her to see what caused her distraction .
It was ken & this time he wasn't alone he had his hand around maddies shoulder & they were walking around giggling , his eyes met mine & he loosened his grip from maddie a bit becoming uncomfortable, maddie on the other hand shouted out " LATER JELOUS CREEPS!" What the hell I thought to myself, didn't he tell me that maddie was nothing to him, what the hell was this then?
My anger takes over me .
"FUCK IT KAREN , I AM COMING WITH MASON, JUST TELL HIM TO PICK ME UP AFTER 7 FROM SCHOOL" i practically shout with my jealous burnt ass
"AYE AYE CAPTAIN, dats my bitch!" She yells !
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At the drama class , I realise i was probably not into anything today, I practically acted like a dead zombie & Lila our director probably yelled at me for freaking 1000th time.

" Ruth , you practically forgot all your lines , what is up with you today?" Lila exclaimed
" i am sorry lila , i m just upset over something, I promise i ll do better next time!"
" its okay ruth, just go get your dialogue book , you can use it, Just for day remember! Lila says trying to understand my situation
" wait a sec!"
I return to the seat where i kept my bag at to get my dialogue book out, but just then I realise i mistakenly packed my PERSONAL diary! Instead of the dialogue book, wow ruth you are dead now!
As i turn around to return towards the stage i start thinking about excuses, to defend myself & to get out of here as I couldn't wait to go the Effin party & make KENS ASS burn
" hey lila , my mom just called , the problem i was upset about is at my house, & i need to go Asap , i am so sorry i hope you understand!" I try to sound as real as possible & PUT OUT ALL THE ACTING I learnt in drama all these days! & by gods grace it worked!
" its okay ,ruth I understand go home & please dont give me a Nextime!"
"Thanks a lot, bye gotta go!"
Saying these words , i text mason that I am done early & he can pick me up now!
He quickly replies , "will be there in 10 mins, cant wait!"
God this guy is cute,
I quickly go in the restroom apply a little bit of makeup & wait for mason to text.
In just of 10 mins he texts me , that he is outside.
I quickly take my bag & run outside . He was waiting outside leaning over his car wearing all black clothes, black was surely his colour!
" hey!he syas
" hello, mason!"
"Lets gets going, hop in!"
" yes!"