Jesus fooking christ.
Why must life be so goddamn complicated, I've only know him for like 3 weeks...surely that's not long enough to develop a crush for someone.
I stuttered, I couldn't find words. It's to surreal. I mean he's Louis Tomlinson for Christ sakes. He could have anyone in the world, why me?
"Sorry Maddie but when I found out you kissed ashton I just didn't know what to do... just please, niall must never find out okay?" He bit his nails and I wiped his tears away. "You have my word".
"Things don't need to be awkward now you know, let's just pretend nothing happened for now" I nudged him towards the bathroom and told him to go clean up before the boys got back.
"Oh and where are the boys?" I quickly added.
"They went out, I don't know where they just said they would be back soon" Louis disappeared into the bathroom.
I sighed and put my phone on charge. I then went to the kitchen and got out a pack of Jaffa cakes...
Fûck I'm obsessed.
I ran over to the sofa and switched on the tv. Flicking through the channels I realised there was nothing good on so I left it on a music channel.
I ate my way through half the packet waiting for the boys to come back. And as if on cue I heard Harry shout my name causing me to jump a little.
I ran over to him and jumped on his back. He groaned and wrapped his arms securely around my legs so I didn't fall..again..
"Go!" I shouted and wrapped my arms around his neck.
Harry ran around the tour bus with me on his back until he tripped over one of Zayn's shoes and fell face first onto the floor, with me following. I whined and slaps his shoulder playfully and in a result he chucked my onto the floor and ran away himself.
I sighed and made my way to find the others, noticing they were all on their phones. "You sociable bunch" I joked and joined Liam on his bottom bunk
"Hi LiLi" I ruffled his hair.
"Erm, rude..." Niall commented.
I ran over to Niall and gave him a giant hug. "Hey Niall! How's my big brother doing on this fine day" The sarcasm was clear.
"Too much" he said pushing me off him. "You asked for it".
I kept thinking about Louis
And then Ashton
And then back to Louis..
It's like they're on replay in my head.
But there's one question that's evident in my head.
Which one do I pick?
