I was rudely awaken the next morning by crashing outside of the bus.
I groaned and sat up in the bunk bed. I reluctantly got out of bed and went to find out what all the commotion was about. I opened up the door slightly and thats when it hit me, all the noise was from their fans. The tour bus was surrounded by them and they were all chanting the boys' names. It's 8:15 in the morning, why are they up so early?
I shut the door hoping I hadn't been seen. I then realised that all the boys were still sleeping and I noticed Max and Ellie weren't here either. Weird.
Oh shit.
I can't go out because I won't be back in time when we start on the road again butttt I could go and see Luke. Yeah, sounds like a good plan.
I got showered and dressed and left a little note for the boys to read notifying them that I was going out and won't be back until tomorrow. I stuck it on the fridge in a place that I was sure they would find it.
I put my shoes on, grabbed my phone and walked over to the 5sos boys' bus.
That reminds me, we were suppose to be staying at a hotel last night but it turns out Louis got the wrong date, we are staying there tomorrow instead.
I knocked on the door and waited for someone to answer, and that someone was Calum.
"Hey Maddie" he said holding the door open for me.
"Hey Calum, is it alright to stay over tonight?" I asked taking off my shoes.
"Of course mads" he replied and then walked off.
"Thank you!" I half yelled, half said as he disappeared off.
I wonder where everyone is....
I walked toward their bedroom but noticed that someone was on the phone ... that someone was ashton.
Keep it cool Maddie , keep it cool.
Now I know the correct and responsible thing to do would be to walk away and find something else to do but have you met me ?
I hid behind the door so that I could only see and hear him but he couldn't.
"I messed up big time..." I heard him say. I know you did.
"I have to delete her from my life.." he said. Wait .. who's he talking about?
"I need to focus more on Jasmine not Maddie". What? Tears were stinging in the corners of my eyes.
"I should've never have made up with her, what was I thinking?" he said. I struggled as a tear slipped down my face. That's it. I've had enough.
"You know what ashton, I thought you had changed, well obviously I was wrong. You're the same attention seeking liar that you were back in high school and for that please just leave me alone." I said firmly and some start tears slipped out.
"You do that Maddie, see if I care" he snapped back. ouch.
"bye ashton" I whispered "forever" and with that I ran out. I don't know what the fck I was thinking but I ran out of the bus and into the streets, and before you wonder why I didn't get hurt it's because the bus hasn't actually started moving yet so I'm all good. (:
I don't even care anymore.
I wish I'd never said yes.
I just want to curl up in a ball and cry.
I started my journey along the streets, all I can say is thank god it's light out here.
All the streets looked the same so I had no idea where I am or where I where I'm going.
After about an hour of walking I began to get tired so I stopped off at a local cafe. I remembered I had a bit of money in my phone case so I used that to buy a hot chocolate. I sat at a table with my drink and sat in silence. The cafe was pretty empty so there was no one really to talk to.
I started thinking back about everything that ashton said today and what he said back in high school. I can't believe I believed his bullshit. Does he just not care about me?
and that's when it hit me.
He never cared. He never did. He acted like he did but he was just lying, sneaking around with his bullshitting lies. I mean it this time. I am NEVER forgiving ashton fletcher irwin again. Never ever again.
I sat there for what felt like ages until I felt someone tap my shoulder.
I turned around and came face to face with a boy...a very attractive boy for that matter ...
fuck.
