For the rest of the day I unpacked my things, had some dinner and just laid about on my phone. The boys kept sending me messages but I ignored them. It's best if we all have some space right?
I went on twitter and did not expect to see what has been going on. There's pictures of me and Louis and pictures of me on stage and some of the pictures I don't know where they came from. I went through and followed all the boys because why not. When I went to follow Luke I noticed he had tweeted something recently. It read : 'you left without saying goodbye. ouch'.
Okay, so there's no doubt about this ... That must be about me. Ouch ...
I quickly locked my phone and checked the time. It's 6:02pm already. If this was a normal day I would have been getting ready to go out with Max and Ellie but unfortunately they aren't here so I'm stuck in doors.
I'm really scared because my parents left for a meal so I'm alone..
I miss everyone so much and it's not even been a day. I acted so happy around them but the truth is everything was killing me. I wanted someone to pull me back up but I just kept sinking.
Life sucks at the moment to be honest and I don't know if it's going to ever get better but I sure hope it does.
Save me from myself.
*~Louis' POV~*
Why did she have to leave. I hate no being around her. I couldn't help but notice how sad she's been recently. I don't want her to do anything stupid but she's gone.
Unless I go and find her.
I remember Niall wrote Maddie's address down before she left so that we could go and visit her. I went and searched the draws in the kitchen but it wasn't there. I walked around the bus and then realised it was staring me right in the face. It was stuck on the fridge. I should've known, Maddie leaves important notes right in the middle of the fridge so that we can't miss them.
I opened the envelope that it was placed in and other not fell onto the floor. I picked it up and it was addressed to all of us. I unfolded it and I think my heart just broke into two.
I'm going to a better place. I don't belong here. -Maddie. x
No no no no no no.
This can't be happening. Surely she doesn't mean it? I can't risk it though ...
Fuck it.
I wrote a note to the boys telling them I'd be back soon and left it on the fridge. I put Maddie's note back in the envelope along with the address and then put my shoes on along with my coat.
I ran out of the door not really looking where I was going but was stopped when I bumped into someone. I looked up from the ground and noticed it was Luke. He gave me a puzzled look and I returned with my own.
"Louis? What are you doing?" He asked.
"I'm going to find Maddie. She left this. I'm worried" I said handing him the letter Maddie left. He read it and his face sunk.
"I'm coming with you" He replied.
"Are you sure?" I asked.
"Yes. We need to hurry, quick" He said handing me back the letter and pulling me along.
"Okay so if we get a taxi it will take us straight to her house, simple" I told him.
"Okay, I already have a taxi coming here. I was leaving to find Maddie too" He said scratching the back of his neck.
"Great!" I smiled and we waited for the taxi to arrive. When it finally came we gave the driver the address and we began our journey to find Maddie.
I hope she's okay.
