So the next morning I woke up superrrrr late.
Apparently I can sleep through an argument and breakfast. Louis and Harry were arguing about what to have for breakfast, no big deal really and once they had 'calmed down' they all decided on pancakes. That sucks because I love pancakes and I missed them.At this point in time though I'd already had my breakfast, done my hair and teeth and have just finished breakfast.
We are on the move again to the next stadium so the bus is pretty cramped. I have also been told that Max and Ellie have gone to stay with the 5sos boys (and 1 girl) because there isn't really enough room here which is understandable.
The boys were playing monopoly but I decided to rule out of today's game so
that I can do my own thing.
It's currently 10:15 and I'm bored shitless.
I went and sat with the boys, next to Louis and Niall.
"Hey mads" Niall whispered in my ear grabbing my attention.
"Yeah?" I whispered back.
"We are going to take a trip Ireland for a few days" He said quietly after he had rolled the dice.
"All of us?" I questioned.
"No, just us two. We are going to see our parents" He whispered. My heart sunk. The ones who abandoned me at birth? Really?
"Okay" I muttered.
"We leave in a couple of days" He quickly added. Wow. Thanks for the notice in advance. I nodded and thought about all the questions I had. Why did they leave me at birth and not Niall? Was it financial problems or did they just not want me? I want to know more about my past. I'm determined to get answers.
Wait... I have to tell him about me and Louis.
"Niall" I poked his cheek.
"Yes mads?" He poked my cheek back.
"I'm err, dating Louis" I rushed quietly.
"YOU WHAT?" Niall shouted.
"You heard me" I said. All eyes were now on me. Greattt...
"You can't just go round kissing people and then dating them the next day Maddie!" Niall shouted once again.
"Yeah? Well you can't tell me what to do Niall. I can make my own decisions, I'm 18 not 8!" I shouted back.
"You're sure not acting like it" He snapped back.
"Niall! You didn't even know i existed till recently! Why would you care? My own parents abandoned me at birth and kept you. Do you know how much that hurts?" I shouted, a tear rolling down my cheek.
"That's not my fault Maddie, please" Niall had calmed down.
"Was I not good enough? Is that why?" I snapped.
"No Maddie, please calmed down" He tried to touch me but I flinched away.
"No, I'm so done with you and your perfect life" I snarled and walked away. I went and sat on my bed. I sat crossed legged thinking about what just happened. I sat there until I heard someone enter the room. It was Louis.
"Don't take it out on Niall Mads, I know it must be hard for you but he doesn't deserve that" Louis said crouching down in front of me.
"I know. I feel so bad but I just want to know why my own parents left me at such a young age" I said softly, wiping my eyes.
"I think you should talk to Niall, he'll take you to find answers" Louis said taking my hand into his.
"I suppose so.." I muttered. "Wait Louis?" I added before he disappeared.
