I used to believe in eternities, I used to believe in forever it's really stupid to say but it's true that I used to believe in love till I met you, it was a bit rash how it happened a bit complicated how it started, It all fell into place on its own I swear I believed the informality was a charm, the unsettled nature was a blessing, the things that you don't think too much of are always the best, it really was, the best I ever had, almost flawless from the start, late night phone calls, late night texts, those sweet messages I swear I'd always pass out and wake up to morning texts, sweet and gloomy. We really didn't care we just did what made us happy, kisses in the rain, you gave me your jacket, walks together coffee in the cold, maybe you were a little mad but you really found it sweet I am sure you tasted a bit in my kiss. Oh god hospital appointments, psychic dreams, I saw, you were shocked, you wanted to get away a bit but you stayed. I am calling out but there's no comfort on the other line, so cold I swear I felt the winter in my heart, frozen your soul became, I caught a cold but I could never part, little glimpses of light but never a full sun, I'd say lukewarm till I am gone, storms, thunder oh this cold I swear I thought I'd die, I became so accustomed to it the snow became my form, shielded in a blanket of hail pierced by the way it weighed, frozen into a sculpture I swear I lost my own form, it's chilly in your grasp but there's warmth in my heart, I tried to take you with me but you never needed me to set you free, I couldn't melt down your walls but I could break me free, the back and forth oh! all to your satisfaction I never wanted to, I told myself I'd never but then the sun rose again and I realized that I should have never, mid shadow, in the wake of it all a sight from the storm I see me from a distance but now I am shinning Rose gold.
