I am so sad, it feels as though my heart is clashing with the flow of my blood and as it circulates I fall deeper and deeper into pain. I get the feeling that I might know but I fear to express what I am feeling, it is too great a burden to bear. I can hear the voices in my head screaming at me so loudly mocking me saying they won, because every tear I drop I feed the thirst of this pain, every time I hold the tears in I feel my blood thicken and my heart stops, because either way I go I cannot run away from the demons eating me up inside and in silence I cry.
