The wrong kind of love

6.2

Chapt. 6.2

- Ysabella -

"I just want you to know that you're very special and the only reason I'm telling you this is that I don't know if anyone else ever has"

Hindi ko alam kung ano ang mararamdaman ko pagkatapos basahin ang text message na galing kay Kaiden.

Obviously he send it to me as a morning greeting.

I don't want myself to fall for him.

Ayokong mahirapan lalo ayokong masaktan at lumuha.

We all know that if we accept the feeling of love, it includes the possibility of hurting and being a loser in the end.

Kanina tumawag yung assistant ni daddy.

Another two investors nanaman ang nawala

I don't know why Kaiden keeps on doing this things I thought he likes me. Siya pa nga mismo ang nagsabi. He makes me feel special pa nga this past few days pero ngayon bakit parang nagbago yung lahat?

He said na ititigil na niya ang pagpirate ng investors

Pero bakit nagpapatuloy parin?

Pinaglalaruan mo nga lang ba ako Kaiden?

Sabagay sabi mo lang naman saakin "I like you" at ngayon imposible naman na maging I love you un

I turn off my phone at nag umpisang mag ayos para sa reunion namin mamayang gabi

I decided na pumunta para kahit sandali lang ay makalimot muna ako.

Masyado na akong stressed. Kailangan ko magsaya kahit papaano. Siguro naman hindi pupunta si Kaiden mamaya. Sana.

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Inayos ko ang suot kong damit. I'm just wearing a pale blue blouse at cream colored na shorts then a dark blue pumps. I braid my hair para hindi ako mainitan mamaya.

Four thirty ng hapon na ako nakarating sa venue.

nag commute lang ako papunta dito sa Makati.

I know naman kasi na traffic. Week day kasi. Halos puno na kanina yung mga taxi at masyado maraming sumasakay sa LRT

Pagkarating ko sa resort kung saan gaganapin yung alumni home coming namin I'd notice na marami na agad yung mga tao. Some of them was my friends.

Kahit papaano I felt relieved ng makita kong walang Kaiden ang nasa place.

I can have a peace of mind

For a while. Maybe

Pumunta ako sa table katabi ng swimming pool at tree house kung saan nakaupo sila Roxanne at Mariz. I'm happy because they are here.

and from the time na pagkaupo ko palang we just talk and talk from the things we've experienced in the years passed.

moments later I decide to go and get some drinks. I feel thirsty.

I decided na kumuha nalang ng vodka para naman magising ako. I feel sleepy na rin kasi.

I was about to get something when someone held my hand. Shit.

"Don't get that. Ayokong malasing ka"

Napalingon naman ako kay Kaiden.

I ignore his presence. Akala ko ba wala siya dito?

Tsk

Kumuha nalang ako ng cocktail drink para

Hindi ako mauhaw.