Crossing the Forbidden Border ✔

8| I'm tired of fighting it

"Did you like the food?" William asked once the car starts.

"Yeah it was great, thank you for taking me out"

"Anytime"

"What do you want to do once we get in the pack?" I ask.

"I was thinking maybe we could go out for a run" he smiles keeping his eyes on the road. 

"Oh, fun!" I haven't been out for a run since well I came into this pack.

Parking the truck at the garage we go straight to the forest.

"Go over behind the tree to take your clothes off since I know you're not comfortable doing it in front of me" I give him a look before walking over behind the tree he had mentioned.  

As soon as my clothes are off I shift into my wolf, black fur and for the first time my violet eyes. I walk over to William to see him already shifting into his handsome black wolf as well I guess we're both black furred wolves. He walks over to me and caresses my face with his and he licks me symbolizing a kiss. Funny how our first kiss isn't actually a kiss but a wolf one but it's just as special. 

He moves his head motioning us to go for a run, I nod before starting to run. We start to race and I go in front I end up running in front of him for a few minutes but then he goes in front of me winning at the end of our race, what more can you expect from an Alpha. Regardless I take in the forest and the feeling of running through them the freedom to actually be myself and that was possible because of William. 

We go back to the place in the forest where we took our clothes off to change back this is honestly refreshing I don't worry about him judging me because he gave me that reassurance. 

"What'd you think?" he asks once we're fully clothed

"Awesome! I haven't ran in a long time" well it seems that way at least. "I really really want to thank you, never in my life have I felt more alive while in wolf form and its all because of you, with you I am able to be free" He comes closer to me inches away from each other. 

"Amber you don't have to thank me, that is all I want you to be with me and I'm glad you feel like you can be real with me even with how I treated you in the beginning" His lips are so close to mine it's hard to ignore them bur the instinct I have to kiss him. We have both prolonged the bond longer than what is accustomed to the mate bond is so strong that I'm tired of fighting it and I don't think I want to anymore. 

I give in and connect our lips together feeling my wolf jumping up and down and semi taking over. His arms are around my waist and mine are on his chest moving up to his neck. I break the kiss to get some air but William picks me up making me wrap my legs around his waist and leans us against a tree as he kisses me once again. 

We break the kiss and rest our foreheads against one another. My actions may have been influenced by the mate bond but the way he makes me feel has nothing to do with the bond. 

"Come on let's go back, it's getting late" I nod as he puts me down but keeps my hand intertwined with his. 

We walk back to the apartment hand in hand, I trust him and that the biggest thing you can have from me apart from my love but we are a long way from that.